....why don't you bother me like you used to?....
My thoughts at the moment:
"......."
Yes, my mind is beautifully blank. I've been trying since this morning to stimulate it by mucking around with Photoshop, but alas to no avail. Since my spatial and creative (I use the term quite loosely) senses are failing me at the moment, it'd probably do me good to try to fire some electricity through the other side of my brain.
I had my eyes checked yesterday, seeking a second opinion since the first optolmologist effectually said "You'll be blind for the rest of your life and die in a gutter crawling with maggots." My grade has gotten worse, no surprise. It's something like 200 for my left eye and ten billion for my right. Wonderful news however! I might be able to have an operation that will remove the grade that doesn't involve cold metal objects being shoved into my sockets. It's really an answered prayer, I felt an infinite amount of relief and shed a few tears. A bit dramatic maybe, but how would you feel if you thought a body part would just shrivel up and perish one day and there was nothing you could do about it? I'll be going to the other clinic tomorrow. I'm looking forward to not having to squint and look all Chinese/Japanese/Korean/sleepy anymore. Yeah.
Nina will be coming over this Saturday. We'll hit up the night market and totally liquidate our paychecks on DVDs. My whole family really likes her. They might just be giddy because my sister's getting married this January, but I'll be the first one to admit that she is an awesome chica.
I want to do something utterly ridiculous and out of character this Halloween, but have no idea what can be done.
Try smiling
"......."
Yes, my mind is beautifully blank. I've been trying since this morning to stimulate it by mucking around with Photoshop, but alas to no avail. Since my spatial and creative (I use the term quite loosely) senses are failing me at the moment, it'd probably do me good to try to fire some electricity through the other side of my brain.
I had my eyes checked yesterday, seeking a second opinion since the first optolmologist effectually said "You'll be blind for the rest of your life and die in a gutter crawling with maggots." My grade has gotten worse, no surprise. It's something like 200 for my left eye and ten billion for my right. Wonderful news however! I might be able to have an operation that will remove the grade that doesn't involve cold metal objects being shoved into my sockets. It's really an answered prayer, I felt an infinite amount of relief and shed a few tears. A bit dramatic maybe, but how would you feel if you thought a body part would just shrivel up and perish one day and there was nothing you could do about it? I'll be going to the other clinic tomorrow. I'm looking forward to not having to squint and look all Chinese/Japanese/Korean/sleepy anymore. Yeah.
Nina will be coming over this Saturday. We'll hit up the night market and totally liquidate our paychecks on DVDs. My whole family really likes her. They might just be giddy because my sister's getting married this January, but I'll be the first one to admit that she is an awesome chica.
I want to do something utterly ridiculous and out of character this Halloween, but have no idea what can be done.
Try smiling