No, U2, no. I do not wish to put on my boots.
So, this month is the worst month ever. I've been debating back and forth if I should write it all out in the longest post ever, ranting and ranting, just to get it off my chest. But I don't really feel like it, 'cos then I'd be all depressed and shit again, and I'd have to friends-lock the post because some of what happen has to remain confidential. And I'm just lazy. So I'm going to re-cap:
Don't have a computer anymore. Everything and anything I've ever written, pictures I've ever took/made, anything of any importance that was on my computer is now gone. Currently debating the usefulness of ever writing anything ever again. Just doesn't seem worth it. *shrugs*
Roosevelt, the black velvet bunny, got sick. Took him to the vet, found out he has a kidney infection. Paid $130 for his medicine and such, have to force feed him a medicinal mixture of antibiotics, anti-hairball gel, and yogurt twice a day.
Beau, my pony, got sick on Sunday. First presented with colic, which is like a stomache for horses but worse because horses can't throw up, then his left hind leg swelled up right before our eyes. And by our, I mean, me, Brenda, and the vet, who I had to call out (an emergency call for a SUNDAY! That's like already $65 for pulling in the driveway x_x). So now he was on Pencillin shots twice a day, Gentamicin once a day. Bute, which is like a pain reliever, twice a day, two days worth of steroids, and I had to sweat down his leg with a DMSO/Furazone bandage. Oh, and he had to stay in. So every day since Sunday I've been up at the barn, giving him his shots, changing his bandage, and cleaning his stall. Now he's off the bute, done with the penicillin, and on SMZ's, which is like a basic antibiotic, twice a day. He gets to go out for a little each day, and I still have to change his bandage. Let me tell you, I had /none/ of these things, medicine, bandages, etc before now. And I had to pay March board, so I think I might have negative monies to my name. And I don't get paid 'til next week. And I'm waiting on the bill from the vet to come in the mail. *sighs* I'm sending in my taxes and hopefully getting money back just so I can pay off everyone I owe.
I won't have any money for myself for the rest of the year, I guess. So I'm giving up on ever going on vacation. I'm over it. Life just sucks.
ETA: Also, I've been exersizing every day with Nicki since sometime in January. Or maybe early Feb. I don't even know. But have I lost any weight? FUCK NO.
And U2, btw, I still don't want to put on my boots. I don't have to go into work yet. Stfu.
Don't have a computer anymore. Everything and anything I've ever written, pictures I've ever took/made, anything of any importance that was on my computer is now gone. Currently debating the usefulness of ever writing anything ever again. Just doesn't seem worth it. *shrugs*
Roosevelt, the black velvet bunny, got sick. Took him to the vet, found out he has a kidney infection. Paid $130 for his medicine and such, have to force feed him a medicinal mixture of antibiotics, anti-hairball gel, and yogurt twice a day.
Beau, my pony, got sick on Sunday. First presented with colic, which is like a stomache for horses but worse because horses can't throw up, then his left hind leg swelled up right before our eyes. And by our, I mean, me, Brenda, and the vet, who I had to call out (an emergency call for a SUNDAY! That's like already $65 for pulling in the driveway x_x). So now he was on Pencillin shots twice a day, Gentamicin once a day. Bute, which is like a pain reliever, twice a day, two days worth of steroids, and I had to sweat down his leg with a DMSO/Furazone bandage. Oh, and he had to stay in. So every day since Sunday I've been up at the barn, giving him his shots, changing his bandage, and cleaning his stall. Now he's off the bute, done with the penicillin, and on SMZ's, which is like a basic antibiotic, twice a day. He gets to go out for a little each day, and I still have to change his bandage. Let me tell you, I had /none/ of these things, medicine, bandages, etc before now. And I had to pay March board, so I think I might have negative monies to my name. And I don't get paid 'til next week. And I'm waiting on the bill from the vet to come in the mail. *sighs* I'm sending in my taxes and hopefully getting money back just so I can pay off everyone I owe.
I won't have any money for myself for the rest of the year, I guess. So I'm giving up on ever going on vacation. I'm over it. Life just sucks.
ETA: Also, I've been exersizing every day with Nicki since sometime in January. Or maybe early Feb. I don't even know. But have I lost any weight? FUCK NO.
And U2, btw, I still don't want to put on my boots. I don't have to go into work yet. Stfu.