Jul 07, 2007 14:04
Just another suckfest post about my life. I am just getting so fed up with waiting. I am doing everything right. My patiences is wearing so thin. I love him.
I am just scared and confused because I am just sitting here in idle. SO I feel the need to stir things up subconsciously and push the one person I need the most away from me.
I wake up everyday and pray there are papers in the stupid mail box. A paper that will allow me to start my life again, and do it with him.