Where DID the time go?
I'm mostly updating this to see what the date is.
I haven't had internet since i've been home.
Living with my parents, even for this brief "in between" period, has been maddeningly depressing.
They both suffer from a lack of decision making, and action taking.
Something I refuse to be a part of.
I move back to school September sixth.
More classes, friends everywhere again, rinse repeat.
The constant moving around, and never really having a place to call my own is really tiring.
I'm ready to start working on science- to do anything in a lab; or traveling would be nice.
I am sick of being alone, as much as i proclaim that it doesn't bother me.
It's been a while since i've been touched in a way that lets me know I can be sexy. A fact that is only magnified by my incredibly touchy-feely friends. It's all so anti-climatic.
Jealousy and a sense of misplaced desire has also been creeping in as a result.
The plan is to bury these feelings in work next year. The library will be the only lover i'll need. Solid.
Vincent is playing WoW, and I refuse to be sucked back in.
Not only do i not have the money, but i want to find better things to do with my time.
We'll see what I can come up with.
I miss painting, and playing music.
I meditated in the woods today, and played with the earth a little. I miss nature, too.
I haven't had internet since i've been home.
Living with my parents, even for this brief "in between" period, has been maddeningly depressing.
They both suffer from a lack of decision making, and action taking.
Something I refuse to be a part of.
I move back to school September sixth.
More classes, friends everywhere again, rinse repeat.
The constant moving around, and never really having a place to call my own is really tiring.
I'm ready to start working on science- to do anything in a lab; or traveling would be nice.
I am sick of being alone, as much as i proclaim that it doesn't bother me.
It's been a while since i've been touched in a way that lets me know I can be sexy. A fact that is only magnified by my incredibly touchy-feely friends. It's all so anti-climatic.
Jealousy and a sense of misplaced desire has also been creeping in as a result.
The plan is to bury these feelings in work next year. The library will be the only lover i'll need. Solid.
Vincent is playing WoW, and I refuse to be sucked back in.
Not only do i not have the money, but i want to find better things to do with my time.
We'll see what I can come up with.
I miss painting, and playing music.
I meditated in the woods today, and played with the earth a little. I miss nature, too.