May 09, 2009 01:29
I'm currently in my friend Karsten's basement.
I'll be living here for the duration of spring semester. My japanese class is brutal, but enjoyable. Living with karsten, and being able to see some of my friends after the shitstorm that was last semester has been very cathartic.
I'm starting to get back into magic a little more, for various reasons.
The change to spring was the deciding factor, though.
It always does something to me, and has also been very cathartic.
I've been thinking a lot lately.
Staying in this room alone allows me to do that. Sometimes more than i'd like, and sometimes not. My nostolgia has led me to remember a lot of the lessons of the past.
My integrity, and personal convictions.
Always steadfast, I sometimes forget that a lot of what I do, what i feel strongest about is both the why and how i go about excecuting it.
I want to become softer.
There can be strength in vulnerability, and true empathy can be found in any situation if you look for it hard enough.