Sep 08, 2008 02:25
So I'm getting back into the groove of things here at mount union daigaku.
19 credit hours, hostess at the margarita factory, organizing kappa pi shit, and who knows what else.
Never mind the extreme lack of sleep.
And an overindulgence in the fun department.
I love living at the International house even though the walk can be somewhat annoying.
I'm pretty sure several of my housemates can relate and agree with me.
This is my first year of college that I've completely immersed myself into college life.
I used to go home every weekend for one reason or another.
In fact, I'm not positive that I've ever spent an entire weekend here until this semester.
That's actually pretty sad, but I did have my reasons at the time.
I'm inexpressibly happy to be back here with my friends.
As almost everyone who reads this knows, I've had a multitude of problems with my "friends" from home.
Unfortunately I was under the impression that we were good friends.
But when I go through a time when I'm making less than good decisions and need them most,
They completely abandon me.
This situation is so odd.
"Friends" I've had since middle school, kids I've grown up with and experienced so much with,
Judge me and exclude me.
I can't confide in them.
I can't even relate to them anymore.
Fuck them.
And then I have my friends here at school.
Most of them I've known for a total of two years.
Already they are the best friends I've ever had.
I am completely comfortable with myself with them.
It seems like there is always someone there for me now.
Despite spending a lot of time with people over the summer,
I was kind of lonely in a way.
Here I feel like my friends give me strength to cope with my life.
Eh this is a somewhat long and sappy post.
It kind of disgusts me, lol.
Like I said before, most of you have heard this.
Actually you know just about everything that happens in my life everyday.
I'll try to be more creative next time.