wow....
Today I had a big can of wow.... So many surprises.. Being put in awkward positions. When do you know when to let go?
I have hurt someone who was real close to me more than one time.. Now should I keep feeling like I'm always the one at fault when things were not always that green on my side of the yard.. I was not always happy... I was hurt a lot.. I had to give up so many things.... But does that really matter?wa wa wa wa wa...(yeah im a baby) Fuck isn't the purpose in life to make yourself happy and not to chase other peoples dreams when they make you misserable.. Well I've hurt him again. And I don't feel that the madness will ever end.. I'm so worried that he isn't going to be alright. And most of all that he won't be happy.. I hope he continues to follow his dreams... On to something else, before i get into that to deep..
I have met a really great guy up here in Illinois for anyone who actually cares... Ha I got flowers - just because.. I really don't plan on going back to florida.. I miss you all.. all the good times... boooooooo hooooooooo..... but any of you are welcome to come and visit or stay and hey live here.. Things are starting to look up for me.. the money is great... I've made over 2,000 this month and hey that isn't to bad.. I'm going to continue to take things slow though. I do not need to jump into anything until I'm ready.. I'm going to take someones advise for once.... I'm taking one day at a time.. What the hell is tomorrow anyway.. It may never come. I'm living each day to the max.... Hey follow your dreams....
I have hurt someone who was real close to me more than one time.. Now should I keep feeling like I'm always the one at fault when things were not always that green on my side of the yard.. I was not always happy... I was hurt a lot.. I had to give up so many things.... But does that really matter?wa wa wa wa wa...(yeah im a baby) Fuck isn't the purpose in life to make yourself happy and not to chase other peoples dreams when they make you misserable.. Well I've hurt him again. And I don't feel that the madness will ever end.. I'm so worried that he isn't going to be alright. And most of all that he won't be happy.. I hope he continues to follow his dreams... On to something else, before i get into that to deep..
I have met a really great guy up here in Illinois for anyone who actually cares... Ha I got flowers - just because.. I really don't plan on going back to florida.. I miss you all.. all the good times... boooooooo hooooooooo..... but any of you are welcome to come and visit or stay and hey live here.. Things are starting to look up for me.. the money is great... I've made over 2,000 this month and hey that isn't to bad.. I'm going to continue to take things slow though. I do not need to jump into anything until I'm ready.. I'm going to take someones advise for once.... I'm taking one day at a time.. What the hell is tomorrow anyway.. It may never come. I'm living each day to the max.... Hey follow your dreams....