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So it's December 14, 2004...I think its been a few months since i wrote in this little journal. I am back in Coventry, RI and it is cold as hell, nice little paradox hahaha. So i did a six month contract with Disney instead of twelve months, i quit and got the hell out of there lol. It was an awesome job, i mean the money was awesome and i only worked four hours and i got payed for eight. I'm gonna miss the night life though, there are always people out no matter what time the night it is in Florida. Here in coventry even on a saturday night it's dead hahaha. I partied it up alot before i left, i went to Roxy a few times it's a night club were alot of celeberties go when they are in Orlando. It was pretty funny because they wouldnt let my friend in because he was wearing a T-shirt from Abercrombie. It just sucks because the last two weeks i was down in Florida i finally met this mad cool and extremly beautiful girl. We started out as a one stand kinda bit, but we ended up chillen together all the time. And the sex...It was fucken amazing, i couldn't control myself when i was around her and neither could she around me. It just sux that i had to leave but we still keepin in contact, her name is nikki. I had alot of one night stands, alot too many lol. But i can't complain, i never was sexually deprived. It's nice bein back home though...I came home to save up money to move to LA and to work out of NYC doing modeling and acting for a while. I don't have to pay anything at home so its pretty sweet. Me and my friend Katie Larkin who i've known for eight years know, we go to the movies every week because she works there and get's me in free and we hang out alot. Her and Nicole who i've also known for eight years came to visit me in Florida for a week. It was the funniest week of my life, i have never laughed so hard and had so much fun. We have endless pages of jokes and shit that happened to us, it was fucken halarious. And Nicole formally introduced me to the great and amazing Power Hour. hahahaha its def the best drinking game, you have a cd that plays and changes songs every minute and when the song changes u have to take a shot, needless to say We were all wasted lol. Before i left to come home i got deathly sick and i went to the doctor and they thought i had either the flu or phumonia. so he gave me a Z-pak and said to come back if i didnt feel well to get a shot of medicine, but i didnt because i left for RI that day. I was so sick that i though i was gonna have to call an ambulance because i couldn't get out of bed to get water. So i got better and this past thursday, the last day of my medicine i had a relapse and i had to be put on an IV with three bags of fluid and they gave me a shot in my ass(hurt like a bitch). I'm still pretty weak but i hope i dont get another relapse.but besides thatlife is really good right now, beauty is truth and truth is beauty.
Quote: "If you only knew who walked beside you, you would never doubt yoursel'f again"