May 25, 2004 19:54
Ok i have a problume, i have talked to many people about this, some of which are Mike, Jen, and Adri... i don't know what to do, it's something that i didn't expect to happen, i don't know any other way to explain it... i think i might be falling to far to pick myself up, for every hour i think of it i try to think of somehting else for another 2 hours, just to get the mental picture out of my head. I don't really know how it happend, i guess all i needed was time, or maybe it was the personality, i don't know. All i do know is it happened and it's killing me that i can't do anything about it... By this point most of you don't know what i'm talking about... but for the few that due, i thank you for trying to help me with this type of problume, again! Mike i really need your help i now know how you felt and how you might still feel, and i'll tell you something it's a great feeling, but "things" are holding it back from becomeing something and i hope that even if things don't go right we'll still be the best of friends. is this what love feels like...well it hurts, i don't have a chance do I? it's all up to her, i wish she knew the real me... the one that you(mikey)love so much, and the one that will do anything for his friends and family. that one that wishes he knew what love was when he felt it...