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[fleurdesang]

I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. I wouldn't mind being single but everyone else seems to think I should still go out and what not. It's been almost six months. Do I really want to throw it all away? And just exactly what am I throwing away? I don't know anymore. There are so many things I regret right now. Maybe I am ready to say goodbye and I'm just too much of a coward to do it. That sounds like me. And then, if I do finally get the courage to do it, people will start hating me because I "broke his heart" and all that other shit. That's where I just roll my eyes and walk away. I haven't exactly been treated the best by him. My dad says he's just using me. Not for sex. He hasn't gotten that for a few months now. Not for a car. I will refuse to drive him where ever his heart desires. Not for money. I have school payments to make. I'm not going to buy his shit. I told Shippo to make a list for her ex. I think it's time I did that for Seth.

It seemed funny at the time:



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