May 18, 2006 23:20
I just simply stopped to eat, if I eat I'm going to throw up so I eat when I wake up and that's all.
I visited flats today, one was ok with a cupboard as a room and one wasn't ok with a huge room. But no wardrobes, well anyway I have to take some more time but I just came from my visits at 11:00 pm. I don't want my life to be like that everyday...
Why would circumstances just let me live in the perfect place for 5 weeks and then tear it away like that, that just doesn't make any sense...