Weird
I'm feeling weird today (tonight?)
I've had a lot of fun, both at Dana's party and the CMU spring football scrimmage, but it has been weird. People told me about weird stuff. People did weird stuff. It was even implied I look weird sometimes.
Awesome.
I also got this crazy idea to wear a weird white shirt and drink. Two things I rarely do. Ok, one thing is soon to become something I rarely do. Still.
And it's weird that in a month, my life will be completely different, and mostly empty of most of the people I am around so much right now. I will miss them so much. I'm trying not to think about it, because I know I'll have plenty of time to be sad about it later. Is that weird?
It's weird that I've been sick for more than a week, yet I won't let it stop me from trying to have as much fun as I can. Why can't this sickness just go away?
I'm feeling weird right now because I took medicine to help me sleep. I've had to do that most nights this week because of my sickness. I don't like it, but I like sleep more than I care about being guilty for using drugs :P
I think it's weird that I took a drug test yesterday on 4-20.
And it's weird how alone I felt last night.
Mostly it's weird how weird I think I am, because I'm really not. I just like to think I'm weird, because I think that makes me special. But I'm not.
I'm just me.
"I haven't seen anyone the last 8 months. It's weird" - weird
I've had a lot of fun, both at Dana's party and the CMU spring football scrimmage, but it has been weird. People told me about weird stuff. People did weird stuff. It was even implied I look weird sometimes.
Awesome.
I also got this crazy idea to wear a weird white shirt and drink. Two things I rarely do. Ok, one thing is soon to become something I rarely do. Still.
And it's weird that in a month, my life will be completely different, and mostly empty of most of the people I am around so much right now. I will miss them so much. I'm trying not to think about it, because I know I'll have plenty of time to be sad about it later. Is that weird?
It's weird that I've been sick for more than a week, yet I won't let it stop me from trying to have as much fun as I can. Why can't this sickness just go away?
I'm feeling weird right now because I took medicine to help me sleep. I've had to do that most nights this week because of my sickness. I don't like it, but I like sleep more than I care about being guilty for using drugs :P
I think it's weird that I took a drug test yesterday on 4-20.
And it's weird how alone I felt last night.
Mostly it's weird how weird I think I am, because I'm really not. I just like to think I'm weird, because I think that makes me special. But I'm not.
I'm just me.
"I haven't seen anyone the last 8 months. It's weird" - weird