Update on my ups and downs

Sep 20, 2006 13:59

I feel like I've been more excitable than usual lately, but that's because so many cool things have been happening!

1.) I got a new iPod. I HAVE A SCREEN AGAIN! It's GORGEOUS! I am in love. :)

2.) I got the new JT album from the UK, and am getting another copy for free. Long story. I'm pissed it doesn't have the different tracklistings I thought it was going to have, but there's not much to be done about that.

3.) I AM GOING TO SEE PANIC! AT THE DISCO!!! OMG! This is going to be CHAMAZING! Especially since Chamanda is going with me! Nov. 21 cannot come fast enough.

4.) The Office third season starts TOMORROW! I already know what's gonna happen, and it makes me SO sad, but I still love The Office, and have faith that Jim and Pam will somehow find a way (I mean, come on, they HAVE to! Please Office, writers, PLEASE!)

5.) I haven't been sick or too tired yet. I feel tired most of the time, but that's just me adjusting to getting less sleep than I did this summer. As long as I'm not sick, I can deal with tired.

6.) The job fair in November is really exciting me. I can't wait to get everything all organized and figured out, and GO! It's gonna be so awesome to meet with people from The New York Times and Chicago Tribune. Oh god, though, WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR?

Things to worry about:

I will not have enough money to pay rent. I just won't. Stupid CM Life and their stupid, messed up pay schedule. What concerns me about this more is how unconcerned I really am about this. I ate lunch with Phil at the UC today, when I should have eaten the food in the Life fridge, instead I spent $6. Buying a new iPod, while amazing and pretty much necessary since my iPod is my best friend (if your best friend got their face smashed in, you'd fix or replace them, right?), was on the expensive side.

Maybe I'll have to start prostituting myself out like Danielle does. :) Wait, that's what girls at the Wayside are for.

I also think I need to step it up at work. I am full of excuses why I am not be as amazing as I should be at work right now (like main excuse being too busy, or other people not getting stuff done), I really need to stop being such a blah designer, and be amazing. Not really sure how to do this, but I AM going to. Somehow.

Where will I be in a year? Not here. I am already sad about this. I am going to miss people so much. I really hope I don't go back to being as lonely as I was in Alabama. I hope I find somewhere amazing to work, where I will be happy, and where Panic! makes frequent tour stops (haha). Not really doing much about this yet (other than preparing for the job fair), but still this is in the back on my mind constantly.

I HATE my former roommate. The bastard I lived with last year has stolen my security deposit money, and I actually have a check for him for more of our security deposit refund, but the asshole changed his phone number and won't respond to e-mail attempts. That would help with some of my money problems, but I have no way to find him. Not a very Christian-like move if you ask me.

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