Change is in the air....and not the shitty air...more new york style
Ok, we always change. Everyone changes, and if you stop changing, then what the fuck is the point of going on? Just, sometimes we gotta step back, look at ourselves, and see if this is what we want to be changing into. Because that abilty to perceive ourselves is what seperates the good people from the fucking assholes. Plz, if you want to be an asshole, be an asshole. Dont let my judgements or anybody elses stop you. Be the most beautiful asshole out there. And why, beacuse thats who you want you be. and if you're true to form, you're 100 fucking times more amazing then if you were the sweetest person alive. just find what makes you happy, and do it. PLZ FOR FUCK SAKES DO IT! never deny yourselves. Fuck what others think. Fuck what I think. Not everyones gonna like you, in fact, most likly, most ppl wont like you. But hey, ppl are dicks, and most of them arent even really dicks. Theyre just such humongoid dicks that they cant even stop being dicks when theyre not dicks. So just keep on going my lil asshole, and be happy in your asshole way. And dont let it bother you when another asshole on this planet gives you some of my shit cuz ur such an asshole.
The reason im posting this is because I feel so beautiful right now. Because im changing, but for the first time in way longer then I'd care to remember, I feel good about it. Im happy. Im happy, and I know what makes me happy. I know what i want, I know who i am, and I know relativly who Im gonna end up as in the next lil while. And I like it. Its all good. And ya, shit will hit me here and there, but thats life. Ill take it on the chin, laugh it off, and maybe chuck a lil shit back just to make myself feel better. But in the end, Im out of this fucking cess pit, and emerging as a pretty decent guy. And thats alot better then choking on shit if you ask me. Cuz fresh air is pretty nice after being stuck in shit. Anyone wanna join me up here? Anyone need me to help them up? Anyone willing to pick me up if I start to fall again? I hope so. Because all you need to do is raise your hand, and Ill be there for you guys. Im not the greatest guy, and im certianly not perfect. But fuck it, I can still try. So plz, dont be afraid to ask.
And btw...Dave is a fucking awesome guy. Insanly awesome, why cant everyone be as awesome as him. oohoh, and well we're on the topic of shoutouts, Katie(Pennylane) is also awesome. Uber awesome one might say. And I really want shannon to come back. And I still to this day wonder what ever happened with Christine. But mainly the shoutout is to Dave. Cuz he rocks. And Katie doesnt have an lj, so why make a shoutout if they wont see it=P. Dave, man, you rock!
Oh, and if this post doesnt make sense to you. Thats ok, it doesnt have to, just my thoughts expressed in my own crazy way
The reason im posting this is because I feel so beautiful right now. Because im changing, but for the first time in way longer then I'd care to remember, I feel good about it. Im happy. Im happy, and I know what makes me happy. I know what i want, I know who i am, and I know relativly who Im gonna end up as in the next lil while. And I like it. Its all good. And ya, shit will hit me here and there, but thats life. Ill take it on the chin, laugh it off, and maybe chuck a lil shit back just to make myself feel better. But in the end, Im out of this fucking cess pit, and emerging as a pretty decent guy. And thats alot better then choking on shit if you ask me. Cuz fresh air is pretty nice after being stuck in shit. Anyone wanna join me up here? Anyone need me to help them up? Anyone willing to pick me up if I start to fall again? I hope so. Because all you need to do is raise your hand, and Ill be there for you guys. Im not the greatest guy, and im certianly not perfect. But fuck it, I can still try. So plz, dont be afraid to ask.
And btw...Dave is a fucking awesome guy. Insanly awesome, why cant everyone be as awesome as him. oohoh, and well we're on the topic of shoutouts, Katie(Pennylane) is also awesome. Uber awesome one might say. And I really want shannon to come back. And I still to this day wonder what ever happened with Christine. But mainly the shoutout is to Dave. Cuz he rocks. And Katie doesnt have an lj, so why make a shoutout if they wont see it=P. Dave, man, you rock!
Oh, and if this post doesnt make sense to you. Thats ok, it doesnt have to, just my thoughts expressed in my own crazy way