He would have been 31 years old today...

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You know I don't usually fall in love with celebs or rockstars or wrestlers [even though i do fangirl] But today Reminds me that i did fall in love with one and that made my heart hurt even more. Today would have been James Owen Sullivan 31st birthday. He's better known as The REv from the band Avenged Sevenfold. He was their drummer and let me say he was a pretty fucking good one at that. But he was more than that, He wrote songs he produced , and he composed a lot of there stuff. you could tell he was a strange, creative and beautiful soul. I was a good fan of there's about 4 years ago. I was getting back to liking rock music after gotten tired of the whole pop/dance stuff i have been listening.  Now i didn't fan-girl them like i do now, for me it was about the music i honestly didn't realize how hot they all were until recently *blushes* and if you know my tumblr you also would have known this hehe. But yeah, out of all them i guess i just understood jimmy the most. He was weird and a little out there like me you know? Anyways like most stuff i continued to like the music but i sort of stopped following music a little bit and went back to my wrestling fandom. it wasn't until like about 9 months ago, Just when i was moving away from the mecca of indy wrestling to Vegas, i started to listen to music more once again. That's when i heard about Jimmy passing. I fucking cried, for days. It was like someone ripped my heart out of my chest. I didn't know what to do. I'd never get to meet him, I would never get the chance to talk to him . My heart just sank tot he bottom of the sea. I never said anything because i knew that people wouldn't think i was a real fan or whatever and I always did keep my feelings to myself. But today I want to express what a wonderfully strange and beautiful man he was. I just know hes up there jamming his heart out and laughing out loud. Happy birthday Jimmy, I hope you are having a good one.



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