The crazy rollercoaster that is life
As i have oft noted in the last few years you certainly experience some ups and some downs along this journey that is known as life.
A recent up in my life is the addition of a most wonderful girl. She challenges and inspires me and is the source of much joy. Of course since we have been going out for the last couple of months i can't really say recent, but i'm certainly right about the up part. For a good part of this year i was unhappy and stressed. And then i found a new house and settled in which helped ease things a bit. But there was still the unhappiness of my job, as if you've been reading my last few (friends) entires i am sure you would well know. But then meeting Lucy, my girl, made every thing else seem unimportant and has certainly made me happy.
But of course my life cannot be on the up and up, my unhappiness towards my job grew until i reached a crisis point and quit. Of course it would have been far wiser had i found another job first, but i would rather leave on amicable terms and be free to dedicate all my time to job searching. Of course there are risks inherent in this, but what is life without a few risks?
This is of course a downer for me on the graph of life, but i know this is preceding a change. A change for the best i believe. I will find a better job, one where i feel appreciated and am able to use my talents to the full extent.
In the meantime i am able to feel the joy of having someone out there who feels the same way about me as i do about her. A joy i have long denied myself.
Mood: Tired
Music: toecutter - shaftman (remix)
Quote: "My mother once told me that a man would fuck a snake if you hold it's head" - from the above song
A recent up in my life is the addition of a most wonderful girl. She challenges and inspires me and is the source of much joy. Of course since we have been going out for the last couple of months i can't really say recent, but i'm certainly right about the up part. For a good part of this year i was unhappy and stressed. And then i found a new house and settled in which helped ease things a bit. But there was still the unhappiness of my job, as if you've been reading my last few (friends) entires i am sure you would well know. But then meeting Lucy, my girl, made every thing else seem unimportant and has certainly made me happy.
But of course my life cannot be on the up and up, my unhappiness towards my job grew until i reached a crisis point and quit. Of course it would have been far wiser had i found another job first, but i would rather leave on amicable terms and be free to dedicate all my time to job searching. Of course there are risks inherent in this, but what is life without a few risks?
This is of course a downer for me on the graph of life, but i know this is preceding a change. A change for the best i believe. I will find a better job, one where i feel appreciated and am able to use my talents to the full extent.
In the meantime i am able to feel the joy of having someone out there who feels the same way about me as i do about her. A joy i have long denied myself.
Mood: Tired
Music: toecutter - shaftman (remix)
Quote: "My mother once told me that a man would fuck a snake if you hold it's head" - from the above song