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[fleshforfantasy]

cant sleep, way too much on my mind.

so i layed in bed for a hour or so and just tried to think about
things. lately ive been overcome with sadness and lonliness, its the
wierdest thing. i only get like this a couple times a year, and i
have no clue why it happens... getting upset over myself, being cold
and becoming sad about stupid things, i think this happens to
everyone every once in a while? maybe.

she is my obsession and gets me through almost everything and every
situation, except this one, i havent found anything from her that
has helped.. sucks.