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i feel like a man who has taken a reeeeeallly long journey through a very dark, dense, thick forest.. and right as he gets to the halfway point, right as he reaches the point where he is as far in as he can go without beginning to exit, someone blindfolds him, spins him around in circles, and kicks him right in the teeth, causing him to fall to the ground, bloody, completely disoriented, and now has NO idea where to go.
my vision has been warped and i need help. have i been fooling myself this whole time? i split my chest in two and let her see everything, my functioning organs, my heart that pumps the blood that keeps me alive and sometimes leaks through the cuts on my legs.. i dropped every facade i had. and now it might have just been in vain. cause it seems like i've only gotten to know the facade that she has been wearing. only four weeks left, and now i wish it was more.
my vision has been warped and i need help. have i been fooling myself this whole time? i split my chest in two and let her see everything, my functioning organs, my heart that pumps the blood that keeps me alive and sometimes leaks through the cuts on my legs.. i dropped every facade i had. and now it might have just been in vain. cause it seems like i've only gotten to know the facade that she has been wearing. only four weeks left, and now i wish it was more.