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I realized today that my mind is clearer. I don't know if it was a sudden thing... or gradual, but today I took notice and I was proud of myself (just a little). I thought to myself, holy shit, I am allowing myself to be happy. This isn't impossible. And all the shit that will always be in the back of my mind is okay, as long as I don't make it an impossible weight to carry.
See, I've got to get myself together. Because I want to get to the end of the road. And I want to keep on going. I've got something to itch for.