guts.
How great - they're playing a Morphine video on Beavis and Butthead and they thought Mark Sandman was John Stewart
Sometimes I'm convinced that this life doesn't matter; that it's everything after this life that matters.
It's funny how high school doesn't matter. None of it means a damn thing. They're not the best years of your life and it sure as hell isn't the time when you learn the most. My eyes were shut then. They opened after I graduated. Unfortunately, you have to get through all that bullshit, because high school is important to some people... but it's more the idea of it.
Wow, people are so in love with ideas. and I think that stops a lot of people from actualizing those ideas, out of fear that they won't be everything they had hoped. But expectations are shit. Kill your plans and you couldn't possily be disappointed, only surprised. And at this point, I'd welcome surprises.
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"I'm free now... to direct a movie
sing a song, or write a book about yours truly
how I'm so interesting, I'm so great
I'm really just a fuckup and it's such a waste
to burn down these walls around me
flexing like a heartbeat
we don't like to speak
don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry, it just hurts to explain
there's something going on that makes my guts ache
I got guilt, I got fear, I got regret
I'm just a panic-stricken waste, I'm such a jerk
I was honest, I swear
the last thing I want to do
honest, I swear
the last thing I want to do
is ever cause you pain"
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Sometimes I'm convinced that this life doesn't matter; that it's everything after this life that matters.
It's funny how high school doesn't matter. None of it means a damn thing. They're not the best years of your life and it sure as hell isn't the time when you learn the most. My eyes were shut then. They opened after I graduated. Unfortunately, you have to get through all that bullshit, because high school is important to some people... but it's more the idea of it.
Wow, people are so in love with ideas. and I think that stops a lot of people from actualizing those ideas, out of fear that they won't be everything they had hoped. But expectations are shit. Kill your plans and you couldn't possily be disappointed, only surprised. And at this point, I'd welcome surprises.
-
"I'm free now... to direct a movie
sing a song, or write a book about yours truly
how I'm so interesting, I'm so great
I'm really just a fuckup and it's such a waste
to burn down these walls around me
flexing like a heartbeat
we don't like to speak
don't talk to me for about a week
I'm sorry, it just hurts to explain
there's something going on that makes my guts ache
I got guilt, I got fear, I got regret
I'm just a panic-stricken waste, I'm such a jerk
I was honest, I swear
the last thing I want to do
honest, I swear
the last thing I want to do
is ever cause you pain"
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