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there is only now. life is not permanent. every moment is unique. there is always change. nothing is ordinary.
music has been my glue these past few months, more so than ever...
also, my views on God & life & death have been changing and I feel a bit better about that.
life is such a crazy ride. but I made it here, and I will make it back (to whever I started).
if I die and there is nothing, then there is nothing and that is that. I will not be aware of it and it will not matter. I existed and then I did not. I had my time here... and left when it was time to go. if I die and there is something, then there is something to, hopefully, look forward to. life is grand... and anything past it must be spectacular... whatever it is.. and even if it's nothing, that final nothing,... being completely alone, body abandoned... how strange a thing... I don't fear death, only my means of it. I think it was either the dalai lama or thich nhath thanh who said that death is not an end to life, but an end to pain...
oh I'm not on a death trip.. just a passing thought captured.
(I think my love for you is my only fuel right now.)
_________
Lose me on the way
I've got a price to pay
Till I heard the north wind sigh
All the world's a flame
This heart will never be the same
She's the flower in your eyes now
music has been my glue these past few months, more so than ever...
also, my views on God & life & death have been changing and I feel a bit better about that.
life is such a crazy ride. but I made it here, and I will make it back (to whever I started).
if I die and there is nothing, then there is nothing and that is that. I will not be aware of it and it will not matter. I existed and then I did not. I had my time here... and left when it was time to go. if I die and there is something, then there is something to, hopefully, look forward to. life is grand... and anything past it must be spectacular... whatever it is.. and even if it's nothing, that final nothing,... being completely alone, body abandoned... how strange a thing... I don't fear death, only my means of it. I think it was either the dalai lama or thich nhath thanh who said that death is not an end to life, but an end to pain...
oh I'm not on a death trip.. just a passing thought captured.
(I think my love for you is my only fuel right now.)
_________
Lose me on the way
I've got a price to pay
Till I heard the north wind sigh
All the world's a flame
This heart will never be the same
She's the flower in your eyes now