(the smoke is in our eyes)

[flesh]

I am an asshole and I have no friends. I am learning, though, how to ... uh, deal (?) with people. interactions and such are becoming more.. comfortable. but I've been very indifferent with people and how they view me. Maybe that's why I don't mind interactions between people that much anymore. I don't remember the last time I was worried about how someone might think of me... I'm realizing that people don't really pay that much attention to me when I walk past or when I take their order at work. I'm not striking. I don't make heads turn or catch attention. I have nothing important to say. I'm just another dumbass human making it around this sphere that is life. digging under evermore.

I'm drawing more. Drawing on paper and drawing information from everything around me. I'm seeing things for what they are, rather than how I want to see them. I found my patience. I am learning control.

soundgarden is great and so is your skin.

there must be something else
there must be something good
far away... far away from here...