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... surrender to music and let myself go, feel good.
... missing Max... kissing. touching. closeness...
I wonder what they really think about me. I can't stand gossip... people talking behind people's backs... It makes me sick when people are nice to your face, then talk shit about you when you're not there. what changes when I leave the room... why do people shower each other with lies.
&why can't I ever fucking return phone calls. I say I'm sorry, but sorry becomes so tired.
I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know who I am. Oh man, I have so much fun in my head.
... missing Max... kissing. touching. closeness...
I wonder what they really think about me. I can't stand gossip... people talking behind people's backs... It makes me sick when people are nice to your face, then talk shit about you when you're not there. what changes when I leave the room... why do people shower each other with lies.
&why can't I ever fucking return phone calls. I say I'm sorry, but sorry becomes so tired.
I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know who I am. Oh man, I have so much fun in my head.