its been awhile

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Update: do you remember me at all? i used to post my life on here everyday..and now i could careless. but it seems that ive been brought back here to ..catch up.

im sick with mono. im single still. my dad had surgery to remove his cancer.
he's good.

ive met afi, seen them 3 times now.
screamed my little heart out.

i had a good summer..fell for a boy when i tried so desperately not to. knew it would end up no good anyways.

back to school, going to college..got into ucf. hooray for me.

my life seems on track, some sort of track. im no longer attending therapy and cutting just hasn't been useful therapy to me since. so this is where im at and im still not so sure as to where im going in life..but im going somewhere and im beyond all the negativity that will just hold me back. i used to say to myself "i cant leave my friends..theyre everything to me" when clearly..thats just stupid. ive seen them come and go, impact me and break me apart. theyll always be there, as i for them. but theyre not a good enough reason to stay.

what more am i to do in a lonely room
wait for the day to get out and get away

my life..is going
finally