In all the chaos
I found myself
The last week and a half has been such a learning experience for me. One who felt weak, let out a cry for help. I know I have a lot of friends, it's jus tthat I have never let anyone be there for me. It has alway sbeen in my best interest to pick myself up and dust off the webs of torment that tore me down. I talked to a lot of close friends and people I respect and trust as good friends. In the end it will be okay. If nothing else, tomorrow is another day.
Gina
Gina was the first person I talked to after spending some quality time with her last weekend, I felt connected and trust was easily found. She offered me a hand, and I took it, but oh so reluctantly. After all was said and done, talking to her all week was much like that of a vicious roller coaster. I talked to her about absolutely everything that was weighing me down and holding me up. Somehow I'm not sure how I didn't screw up the friendship which was offered to me. I said way too much as I was upset about JC and everything just spewed out.
Chase
Chase had been busy the last week or so with screen printings and such, but I got the chance to talk to him early in the week. I found that he did not have too much to say. Every word however, made an impact on how I viewed the position my life was in. He can get a lot of frustrations under control with the simplest of words. Saturday I took the time to head to Rochester where he was watching his younger brother Matt. We went bowling, drank some, talked some. Good times. As well, I am glad that I have his friendship.
Porno Bob
Though PB isn't always around, he does listen and listen well he does. We've been through a lot together. Advice was given on both of our lives, hopefully things work out for both of us. Bob is a great guy and deserves everything he aspires for. He has come along way since highschool. I'm pretty sure the vodka started it for him ;) Either way, things may get tough with him and Jessica. He knows I'm here for him though. He's been there for me, so it is the least I could do.
Andy
Andy sometimes has the dumbest advice. Well, sarcastically anyways. He does have a unique view on life. This gives me the chance to look at myself when we talk. He tries to understand what I say and the interpret it back to me. Maybe he doesn't realize it, but this was such a help this last week. We went to lunch and played pool and had a few drinks Friday night. Good times.
Larz
...shit to do, I'll finish up ASAP.
The last week and a half has been such a learning experience for me. One who felt weak, let out a cry for help. I know I have a lot of friends, it's jus tthat I have never let anyone be there for me. It has alway sbeen in my best interest to pick myself up and dust off the webs of torment that tore me down. I talked to a lot of close friends and people I respect and trust as good friends. In the end it will be okay. If nothing else, tomorrow is another day.
Gina
Gina was the first person I talked to after spending some quality time with her last weekend, I felt connected and trust was easily found. She offered me a hand, and I took it, but oh so reluctantly. After all was said and done, talking to her all week was much like that of a vicious roller coaster. I talked to her about absolutely everything that was weighing me down and holding me up. Somehow I'm not sure how I didn't screw up the friendship which was offered to me. I said way too much as I was upset about JC and everything just spewed out.
Chase
Chase had been busy the last week or so with screen printings and such, but I got the chance to talk to him early in the week. I found that he did not have too much to say. Every word however, made an impact on how I viewed the position my life was in. He can get a lot of frustrations under control with the simplest of words. Saturday I took the time to head to Rochester where he was watching his younger brother Matt. We went bowling, drank some, talked some. Good times. As well, I am glad that I have his friendship.
Porno Bob
Though PB isn't always around, he does listen and listen well he does. We've been through a lot together. Advice was given on both of our lives, hopefully things work out for both of us. Bob is a great guy and deserves everything he aspires for. He has come along way since highschool. I'm pretty sure the vodka started it for him ;) Either way, things may get tough with him and Jessica. He knows I'm here for him though. He's been there for me, so it is the least I could do.
Andy
Andy sometimes has the dumbest advice. Well, sarcastically anyways. He does have a unique view on life. This gives me the chance to look at myself when we talk. He tries to understand what I say and the interpret it back to me. Maybe he doesn't realize it, but this was such a help this last week. We went to lunch and played pool and had a few drinks Friday night. Good times.
Larz
...shit to do, I'll finish up ASAP.