my new school
I'm studying since October computer science in Esslingen. It's really hard and difiicult, 'cause I have math in physics, electrical engineering..everywhere xD nja I get used to it by the time. I met a lot of new people and they're really kind to me ^^ I like them very much but I'm still missing my old school ._.
The time now is really stressfull and I'm actually not a person who cries a lot but since I began to got to this school, it do it more often. I'm always so tired after school and I want relax a little bit, but sometimes people make jokes, which hurt me (I'm actually not like that, I would even lough about that jokes) but this time I begin to cry everytime. All I want is to be left alone for some time, that I can relax, gain my strength back but it's so rare, that I find this time. I'm sometimes relieved when I come home and the only person there is my little sister. She knows, that she should avoid me, for some time, when I come home from school and I'm glad that she did all the house work yesterday.
I'm glad, that my other sister (didip) comes today. She's the only one who takes me serious and isn't laughing at me, when I tell her, how I'm feeling.
The time now is really stressfull and I'm actually not a person who cries a lot but since I began to got to this school, it do it more often. I'm always so tired after school and I want relax a little bit, but sometimes people make jokes, which hurt me (I'm actually not like that, I would even lough about that jokes) but this time I begin to cry everytime. All I want is to be left alone for some time, that I can relax, gain my strength back but it's so rare, that I find this time. I'm sometimes relieved when I come home and the only person there is my little sister. She knows, that she should avoid me, for some time, when I come home from school and I'm glad that she did all the house work yesterday.
I'm glad, that my other sister (didip) comes today. She's the only one who takes me serious and isn't laughing at me, when I tell her, how I'm feeling.