what an awesome night it was

[flchickie120]

so i just had to tell everyone about last night. it was seriously the best night ive had in a VERY long time. so yesterday me, my dad and jean all went shopping at this outlet mall and bought cowboy hats...well me and jean did that is. but we were there for like 5 hrs. it was fun. so we left there and went to this bar called billy bobs. well we get there and turns out that terri clark was preforming last night. so i was all excited about that and by the millions of cowboys that were around me. i was in heaven. lol. so we get our spot to stand in for the concert and there just happened to be this cowboy in front of me and he was cute. he had his cowboy boots, hat, the button up shirt, the jeans and the accent to top it all off. he was such a gentlemen too. he let me stand in front of him for the concert so i could see and kept asking me if i needed anything. then when it was almost over he asked me if knew how to 2 step and of course i dont but ive always wanted to learn so after the concert was over he took me to the dance floor and taught me. it was soooo much fun. we danced to like 7 songs total i think but i was having a blast. i didnt want to leave and he didnt want me to either but it was getting late and my dad and jean wanted to leave so i had to go. kinda sucked but he did give me his email address and he has mine so we can write back and forth. but he lives in england and hes in the air force but he showed me the best time. i seriously was glowing last night and not because of some guy but because i just had fun and didnt want it to stop. i miss those times and i cant wait to get home to all my friends and have even more fun. he seriously was like an angel sent down for me or something. he will never know how much he did for me last night just by being nice to me. somehow it helped me so much with everything im going through with allen or not going through i guess. oh well its over now. but thank you everyone for all your comments you've left. sorry i didnt comment back but i hope this is good for "ya'll"....hehe kinda sounding like im from here now huh? bruno told me last night im started to get the southern twang. i dont hear it but w/e. lol ok i love you all and miss you...oh but yeah its only 12 here and it sux bc im bored and not tired and i have no one to talk to. but when i get someone to tell me how to put pictures up here then ill show you a few from terri clark and me in my cowboy hat. see you all soon. only like 2 more weeks till im home now. BYE

p.s. if you ever read this even tho i doubt you will....im soo sorry for being such a bitch today, im just hurt still and dont know what to say to you half the time and i dont want you to pass judgement on my life anymore bc once 9 months ago ppl tried passing judgement and i didnt listen and might have had some of the best times with someone that i will never forget. i just dont know how you can live a lie. bc thats what it really is. you really did show me alot about myself and i can only thank you for that. i hope i could do the same for you. and just to let you know kenny chesney will never be the same for me.i will always think about you when i hear him. i guess this is my closer now. i let go and know you're gone forever bc you will stop talking to me if not forget about me all together and i will never forget about you. you will always hold a special place in my heart. i love what we had. goodbye