there are no more flies coming out of my straw.
meaning i am out of bullets. anyways...things are alright i suppose..i get lonlier and lonlier each day. sucks to a great extent. i havnt quit smoking cigs yet..i tried though.. but i start up again. as for pot..im not going to quit that. ive decided, though, that i am no longer going to smoke anything on sundays..its a longish story that i wont tell to anymore people. ive been having very weird dreams lately..with alot of people in them that i know in person. yeah... so i havnt cut my self in a little over 3 weeks maybe. and i kind of have two jobs..kind of, see i work with my grandma or for my grandma..help her out around her farm thing..every once in a while. and i work as an electricians helper..though i havnt had any work lately because business is slow there. tomorrow though i will probably be working with my dad at the salt palace for like..maybe 10 dollars an hour..or something..or something along the lines of 2 to 300 dollars a day..who knows, ill find out tomorrow. um...yeah...i need a cigarette right now.. i probably spelled that wrong but i dont really give a shit. well..that is about all i suppose..bye.