just to let you know
Just to set things straight...i do not hate life...i am not an unhappy person, just i have this problem when i am by myself...it sucks...i hate saying this, but its true...when no one is around me..my mind set is completely depressive...As much as i hate this, it is a way of life that medication cannot fix, so i am trying to deal...do not get me wrong, i am happy with my life, and my friends, just...there are times when i have downs just like everyone else...i jsut express my downs in my lj more than my 'ups'...
Sorry if you all got upset or whatever...i am just trying to move foward without looking back...i have already come such a long way...and i am happy, yet still writing poems...woohoo for me...
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Nightmares becoming real
unable to say how I feel
feelings building up inside
wanting no more than to cry
music is no longer a medication
it no longer calms my frustration
love should be heaven sent
not a phase that causes us to vent
apologies no longer said
we make up lies in our heads
wanting but never needing
tears fall as if we were bleeding
Sorry if you all got upset or whatever...i am just trying to move foward without looking back...i have already come such a long way...and i am happy, yet still writing poems...woohoo for me...
UNTITLED
Nightmares becoming real
unable to say how I feel
feelings building up inside
wanting no more than to cry
music is no longer a medication
it no longer calms my frustration
love should be heaven sent
not a phase that causes us to vent
apologies no longer said
we make up lies in our heads
wanting but never needing
tears fall as if we were bleeding