I have a hard time understanding this mood icon.
Sometime I wonder how much my major and my course of study has affected me as a person. I used to think that I would be the cool professor, the one is isn't a stuffy fucking douche, but very recently, I've started to wonder if maybe it is actually the course of study that molds you into some sort of prick. I mean, when you study mathematics, you obviously become much more logical and maybe even a little bit black and whit ein some respects. I don't think I've reached some sort of total personality crisis, but I realize that I am much more analytical and logical then I used to be, and that maybe it has even hindered my creativity. I don't write as much as I used to, and I rarely write anything fictional anymore. Instead, I do math in my head a lot......ugh that's lame. I think it's time for me to regain my creativity this summer....time to start drawing again, read some books that aren't Physics books, and maybe even write something creative too. I also really wanna pick up the guitar again. Maybe this time I will unlock my surefire musical genius.