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I have decided not to read anyones livejournals anymore...certain peoples make me sad...i guess there are just some people in my life i cant connect with i just dont know....so many feelings for so many girls...some stronger than others...and in the end i get no one...and am alone...it sucks only thing goin good in my life right now is the fact that me and mark are chillin a lot again...i got pot again...but yea...i dunno this weekend was outa control...and i feel that i made an ass out of myself infront of jill and christy which dont matter cause i dont know em, but what a lovely 1st impression...oooooh an i did coke...1st time since september 2 times a year aint bad...so w/e...i dunno im just feeling horrible...and i just dont understand why i cant seem to understand her...she say shes tries to explain..but shes not good at it...and it hurts...hurts that i have to step away and that shes not tryin to get me back..but its a sign i guess? That me n her arent ment to be...
To feel pain is to know your alive....
Im very much alive...cause my soul heart and mind all are full of it.
FLAWLESS[1]
To feel pain is to know your alive....
Im very much alive...cause my soul heart and mind all are full of it.
FLAWLESS[1]