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It's funny how people know you but they dont really KNOW you. They cant just pop open your head and see everything that goes on in your mind. They have no idea about what has happened to you in the past to make you the way you are now. Sure there are the best friends, husbands, confidants that know a lot but they dont know everything. Perhaps you dont even know everything due to suppressing memories into a pit of forgetting.
I dont really know myself. Sure I'm Brittany, I'm 18, I'm from the Miff Co scene, and I like body art. I have a boyfriend Bill who I've fallen completely head over heels for and he's one of the only guys I've ever met that's not an asshole. I also remember memories like the time I was at McDonalds before dance with one of my best friends. But when we went up into the Playplace this kid started making fun of her and made her cry so I hit him and shoved him down the slide, when he came out he ran over to his mom crying. I guess I've always been protective of my friends.
Things like that give me the illusion that I know exactly who I am. But then there are times when I just sit and think that I have no idea who I really am. I constantly try to be different and unique which I guess makes people believe that I know exactly who I am. But the truth is I dont. I have no idea where I am or where I'm going.
I dont really know myself. Sure I'm Brittany, I'm 18, I'm from the Miff Co scene, and I like body art. I have a boyfriend Bill who I've fallen completely head over heels for and he's one of the only guys I've ever met that's not an asshole. I also remember memories like the time I was at McDonalds before dance with one of my best friends. But when we went up into the Playplace this kid started making fun of her and made her cry so I hit him and shoved him down the slide, when he came out he ran over to his mom crying. I guess I've always been protective of my friends.
Things like that give me the illusion that I know exactly who I am. But then there are times when I just sit and think that I have no idea who I really am. I constantly try to be different and unique which I guess makes people believe that I know exactly who I am. But the truth is I dont. I have no idea where I am or where I'm going.