It's not wortha damn thing if you're not willing to fight for it
And fight I do, but some times you have to give up, and step back and let things go a little bit. I'm at the point where the cleaning crew has made the site of the accident look normal again but the memory of what happened is still on people's minds. Some analogy huh? So I've been on an AFI kick recently. I still love them, a lot. The more time I spend away, the harder it gets... isn't it supposed to be the opposite though? That's what I thought, but then again I think wrong a lot more than I think right. So after conversing with my love's other pursuer(I love you baby) I decided that I need to just relax and go with the flow or else I'm going to drive myself insane with worry and end up making myself sick. That's mos def not a place I wanna be right now. Although I took a step outside myself earlier and realized I'm almost where I want to be in life. The only things missing are school, a new car, and the man of my dreams. Some things are easily achieved and others are not but I'm working on it and slowly getting there. I have no real idea on where this entry is going but I'm ever so inclined to type. Ironic when I really have nothing to type about. I kinda wanna watch full metal and Dave tells me it's in the car so I'm going to go get a pint of my fav. ice cream, full metal and some whipped cream for my ice cream, and then sit down and relax and enjoy myself gaining the weight I am so desperately trying to lose. Haha, all's well that ends well I s'pose.