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How do I change the time.. On my journal entries?? without having to go to edit and doing them manually per entry.. surely there's a way where i can change the time zone?... the last one said 6 something pm.. it's freaking 222 pm here now.
the more i think about who i used to be. the more i realize how much i've changed. i don't take life for advantage anymore like i did when i lived with my dad. when i lived with my dad i tried to do anything possible to break rules and feel in charge of everything. now, it's not about me anymore. it's about my baby. it's about mike. i love mike to death and want to do everything possible for him. my baby is my life already. i eat right, i walk.. i can't smoke pot anymore. i don't smoke cigarettes anymore. i do smoke black and milds every once in a while. but that's besides the point.
i need to get my car so i can get a job so i can help us out. we need help and i realize this it's just.. i can't find a job anywhere. i've applied at the places around me.. mc donalds, they won't hire me because i'm pregnant. yeah i have a law suit on my hands but i can't hire a lawyer because they're pricy. they said they already have 4 pregnant women working there, they don't need anymore. i applied at dollar general, they've never called. applied at brookshires, they've never called. applied at FAN, they've never called. i've walked to all these places to apply and noone ever calls back. i don't know what to do. when i get my car it'll be easier to get around and easier to perhaps get a job.
i really want to help mike out and i wish he'd understand that i am trying. i even applied at the library yesterday.. they haven't said anything either. so i don't fucking know.
i wish everything could be dandy. i wish i had a job so we wouldn't be hurting for money. i dont' want to be a stay at home mom. i want to help support us. i don't want to rely fully on mike. i want us to be able to make it without any problems..
i don't believe in god or else i'd pray. i just really wish a miracle would happen.
a miracle is all i ask for.
bye.
the more i think about who i used to be. the more i realize how much i've changed. i don't take life for advantage anymore like i did when i lived with my dad. when i lived with my dad i tried to do anything possible to break rules and feel in charge of everything. now, it's not about me anymore. it's about my baby. it's about mike. i love mike to death and want to do everything possible for him. my baby is my life already. i eat right, i walk.. i can't smoke pot anymore. i don't smoke cigarettes anymore. i do smoke black and milds every once in a while. but that's besides the point.
i need to get my car so i can get a job so i can help us out. we need help and i realize this it's just.. i can't find a job anywhere. i've applied at the places around me.. mc donalds, they won't hire me because i'm pregnant. yeah i have a law suit on my hands but i can't hire a lawyer because they're pricy. they said they already have 4 pregnant women working there, they don't need anymore. i applied at dollar general, they've never called. applied at brookshires, they've never called. applied at FAN, they've never called. i've walked to all these places to apply and noone ever calls back. i don't know what to do. when i get my car it'll be easier to get around and easier to perhaps get a job.
i really want to help mike out and i wish he'd understand that i am trying. i even applied at the library yesterday.. they haven't said anything either. so i don't fucking know.
i wish everything could be dandy. i wish i had a job so we wouldn't be hurting for money. i dont' want to be a stay at home mom. i want to help support us. i don't want to rely fully on mike. i want us to be able to make it without any problems..
i don't believe in god or else i'd pray. i just really wish a miracle would happen.
a miracle is all i ask for.
bye.