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Yesterday was so odd.. I sent a e-mail to the library asking if they were taking applications by any chance.. Well, my time expired on this damn thing and I didn't get the e-mail. They were taking application until yesterday afternoon. That sucks fucking balls! I could so work here, it's right up the street from my house and I'm ALWAYS here! God, this bites! I think I'm going to talk to someone up here before I leave and explain to them that my time expired yesterday on the computer.
But anyways, Mike was all pissed yesterday because they changed their hours back from 32 to 40.. I'm like, 40 hours means we'll be having more money, and we might make it.. He works 32 one week, 40 the next.. So on, and so on.
We came up here yesterday because he wanted a DVD.. He ended up picking out Where The Red Fern Grows and The Crocodile Dundee Movie.. Or whatever. He was making fun of me because I never seen Where The Red Fern Grows.. Has anyone else not seen it? I seen it yesterday and it was really sad. I think it'll be the same way with me though. If something ever happened to Mike and he was not to make it, I would slowly die of depression like Lil Ann did.. I probably wouldn't go to the extreme of dying right beside of his grave, but I wouldn't know what to do without him. I don't remember my life without him to begin with. Dead fucking relationships.. Guys taking advantage. Me throwing the word "love" around.. Yeah, that was me. Now, I'm happy.. Yeah.. Happy.
Sarah, it isn't the fact that being pregnant has brought me down in the dumps. It's the fact that, ever since high school ended, I haven't kept contact with anyone.. I haven't acted like any of them care.. Danielle, she can shove it up her ass. I want nothing to do with her. Me and Josh e-mail each other. That's about it though. Zach e-mails me occasionally but it's chain mail so it goes straight in the "trash" folder. I just feel as though, if I didn't have this baby, I would be doing a lot more things. This baby is a good thing though. I've had plenty of chances to do Meth. But I haven't. And I won't. I won't fuck up my baby. I won't get addicted. I won't let my life go down that road. There's no need of it. I'm a lot happier, so is Mike. We don't need that anymore.
Ok so yesterday.. Yesterday we both stopped smoking pot. I have a drug test December 8th. I've only been smoking it about 2 weeks now, but that's 2 weeks too long. I'm not doing it again while I'm pregnant. Mike can't do it because in January they're going to start doing random drug tests at his work. And he's got the top paying job in Malvern.. So, he needs to stick with this.
Ok, well.. I'm dead.
Yeah.. Dead fucking tired! I slept later than usual.. I guess I can blame it on the rain. DAMN RAIN! Yeah, it's sprinkling outside.. ROAR.
I love you, Michael. 6 days away from a year. Happiest most difficult year in my life.
November 22, 2005.. My dad and Judy tried to break me and Mike up.. Said he was too old.. That he was going nowhere because he worked at Burger King.. (So did I?) Well, now you're fixing to have a grandbaby dad! How's it feel to be proven wrong? Mike's making what he needs to at his job. We're making it. He is going somewhere. We both are. We're starting a family, your grandchild is fixing to be in this world. I'm glad you've accepted Mike. I'm glad you can joke around with him now instead of being stuck up like your wife.
you:
- name - jessica
- age - 18
- location - malvern arkansas
- gender - Female.
- place of birth - little rock arkansas
- natural hair colour - strawberry blonde
- current hair colour - black
numbers:
- # languages spoken - one, english!
- # 1-10, how you rate your personality - 8.
- # places you have lived in - too many to count.
- # communities/LJs you promoted this community to & link please - 0.
favourites:
- bands (no more than 10) - all different kinds.
- films (no more than 5) - save the last dance, robots, ice age, any harry potter movie.. i'ma kid, yea.
- article of clothing - my pair of blue jean "angel" pants, my icp wraith shirt, and my black etnies.
- place to shop - wal-mart is the all time best place to shop!
- alcoholic/regular beverage - dr pepper
- songs to dance to (no more than 3) - i don't dance, never have never will..
- place to visit - galveston island texas
- actor - daniel radcliffe.
- actress -
- book - zigzag - ellen wittlinger
- condiment - ketchup, ranch dressing..
- country - the us?
deep:
- if you could live in any time period: when and why? - this one. because i'm happy that i have a baby on the way, altho if i wasn't pregnant i'd want to go back to 2002 when my mom was alive.
- thoughts on Good Charlotte (the band). they're ok.
- what lyrics/quote BEST describes you/your life (please post the actual words, not the name of the song) - i donno.
- if you could get rid of one word in the english language: hate.
- is it 'zed' or 'zee' - i donno?
- you now run your own country. list the top ten laws of your land. - no.
- did you know that you can buy land on the moon? - sure....?
- emo/indie: is it just a way for the labels to get money? - no comment.
- complete the sentence: i want you to find the mightiest tree and chop it down with.... - my teeth?
- why are you THE it? i'm not the it.
***
Currents
{x} Current Clothes: blue track pants, tye dye shirt, black etnies.. shall i describe my panties?
{x} Current Mood: fustrated.
{x} Current Taste: dr pepper.
{x} Current Hair: it's always down.
{x} Current Annoyance: the typing around me.
{x} Current Smell: a black guy.
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: looking for a job.
{x} Current Desktop Picture: plain blue.
{x} Current Favorite Singer: don't have a favorite.
{x} Current Book: it's called boy still missing. forgot who it's by.
{x} Current DVD In Player: where the red fern grows.
{x} Current Refreshment: dr pepper
{x} Current Worry: nothing.
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: none?
Favorite...
{x} Food: macaroni and cheese.
{x} Drink: dr pepper.
{x} Color: Black, blue
{x} Shoes: etnies.
{x} Candy: goobers!
{x} TV Show: family guy.
{x} Movie: uh, read above.
{x} Dance: none.
{x} Vegetable: carrots.
{x} Fruit: apples.
On Dating....
{x} Long or short hair? mike has short.
{x} Dark or blond hair? brown hair.
{x} Tall or short? taller than me.
{x} Ms./Mr Sensitive or Ms./Mr Funny? both.
{x) good girl/boy or bad girl/boy? both.
{x} Dark or light eyes? blue, so adorable!
{x} Hat or no hat? he wears a beanie now, but i prefer him without anything.
{x} Pierced or no? no.
{x} Freckles or none? some.
{x} Pubes or neatly shaved? doodoo.
Random..
{x} Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolate milk.
{x} McDonalds or Burger King? mc donalds, it's in walking distance. right by this library, woot.
{x} Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect lover, and friend.
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper
{x} Sweet or sour? sour. i crave sour stuff like woah!
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy, action..
{x} Cats or dogs? cats.
{x} Ocean or Pool? ocean.
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? neither.
{x} With or without ice-cubes? crushed ice.
{x} Shine or rain? rain.
{x} Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? fall.
{x} Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate.
{x} Gloves or mittens? neither.
{x} Eyes open or closed? i don't care?
{x} Fly or breathe under water? either.
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? water
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy? Chewing gum.
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? jet ski
{x} Lights on or off? during sex, depends on the mood..? i like seeing him. ;)
{x} Chicken or fish? chicken.
What's your favorite:.
{x} Number? 22
{x} Holiday? halloween.
{x} Radio station? 100.3 - the edge.
{x} Place? my house?
{x} Flower? red rose. how original right?
{x} Scent? febreeze!
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? right now? i'd be at home asleep. or eating. i'ma fatty.
{x} What would you be doing? what i said.. ^
{x} What are you listening to? typing noises.
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? no?
I was going to do more but I don't have enough time for it. Good day!
But anyways, Mike was all pissed yesterday because they changed their hours back from 32 to 40.. I'm like, 40 hours means we'll be having more money, and we might make it.. He works 32 one week, 40 the next.. So on, and so on.
We came up here yesterday because he wanted a DVD.. He ended up picking out Where The Red Fern Grows and The Crocodile Dundee Movie.. Or whatever. He was making fun of me because I never seen Where The Red Fern Grows.. Has anyone else not seen it? I seen it yesterday and it was really sad. I think it'll be the same way with me though. If something ever happened to Mike and he was not to make it, I would slowly die of depression like Lil Ann did.. I probably wouldn't go to the extreme of dying right beside of his grave, but I wouldn't know what to do without him. I don't remember my life without him to begin with. Dead fucking relationships.. Guys taking advantage. Me throwing the word "love" around.. Yeah, that was me. Now, I'm happy.. Yeah.. Happy.
Sarah, it isn't the fact that being pregnant has brought me down in the dumps. It's the fact that, ever since high school ended, I haven't kept contact with anyone.. I haven't acted like any of them care.. Danielle, she can shove it up her ass. I want nothing to do with her. Me and Josh e-mail each other. That's about it though. Zach e-mails me occasionally but it's chain mail so it goes straight in the "trash" folder. I just feel as though, if I didn't have this baby, I would be doing a lot more things. This baby is a good thing though. I've had plenty of chances to do Meth. But I haven't. And I won't. I won't fuck up my baby. I won't get addicted. I won't let my life go down that road. There's no need of it. I'm a lot happier, so is Mike. We don't need that anymore.
Ok so yesterday.. Yesterday we both stopped smoking pot. I have a drug test December 8th. I've only been smoking it about 2 weeks now, but that's 2 weeks too long. I'm not doing it again while I'm pregnant. Mike can't do it because in January they're going to start doing random drug tests at his work. And he's got the top paying job in Malvern.. So, he needs to stick with this.
Ok, well.. I'm dead.
Yeah.. Dead fucking tired! I slept later than usual.. I guess I can blame it on the rain. DAMN RAIN! Yeah, it's sprinkling outside.. ROAR.
I love you, Michael. 6 days away from a year. Happiest most difficult year in my life.
November 22, 2005.. My dad and Judy tried to break me and Mike up.. Said he was too old.. That he was going nowhere because he worked at Burger King.. (So did I?) Well, now you're fixing to have a grandbaby dad! How's it feel to be proven wrong? Mike's making what he needs to at his job. We're making it. He is going somewhere. We both are. We're starting a family, your grandchild is fixing to be in this world. I'm glad you've accepted Mike. I'm glad you can joke around with him now instead of being stuck up like your wife.
you:
- name - jessica
- age - 18
- location - malvern arkansas
- gender - Female.
- place of birth - little rock arkansas
- natural hair colour - strawberry blonde
- current hair colour - black
numbers:
- # languages spoken - one, english!
- # 1-10, how you rate your personality - 8.
- # places you have lived in - too many to count.
- # communities/LJs you promoted this community to & link please - 0.
favourites:
- bands (no more than 10) - all different kinds.
- films (no more than 5) - save the last dance, robots, ice age, any harry potter movie.. i'ma kid, yea.
- article of clothing - my pair of blue jean "angel" pants, my icp wraith shirt, and my black etnies.
- place to shop - wal-mart is the all time best place to shop!
- alcoholic/regular beverage - dr pepper
- songs to dance to (no more than 3) - i don't dance, never have never will..
- place to visit - galveston island texas
- actor - daniel radcliffe.
- actress -
- book - zigzag - ellen wittlinger
- condiment - ketchup, ranch dressing..
- country - the us?
deep:
- if you could live in any time period: when and why? - this one. because i'm happy that i have a baby on the way, altho if i wasn't pregnant i'd want to go back to 2002 when my mom was alive.
- thoughts on Good Charlotte (the band). they're ok.
- what lyrics/quote BEST describes you/your life (please post the actual words, not the name of the song) - i donno.
- if you could get rid of one word in the english language: hate.
- is it 'zed' or 'zee' - i donno?
- you now run your own country. list the top ten laws of your land. - no.
- did you know that you can buy land on the moon? - sure....?
- emo/indie: is it just a way for the labels to get money? - no comment.
- complete the sentence: i want you to find the mightiest tree and chop it down with.... - my teeth?
- why are you THE it? i'm not the it.
***
Currents
{x} Current Clothes: blue track pants, tye dye shirt, black etnies.. shall i describe my panties?
{x} Current Mood: fustrated.
{x} Current Taste: dr pepper.
{x} Current Hair: it's always down.
{x} Current Annoyance: the typing around me.
{x} Current Smell: a black guy.
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: looking for a job.
{x} Current Desktop Picture: plain blue.
{x} Current Favorite Singer: don't have a favorite.
{x} Current Book: it's called boy still missing. forgot who it's by.
{x} Current DVD In Player: where the red fern grows.
{x} Current Refreshment: dr pepper
{x} Current Worry: nothing.
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: none?
Favorite...
{x} Food: macaroni and cheese.
{x} Drink: dr pepper.
{x} Color: Black, blue
{x} Shoes: etnies.
{x} Candy: goobers!
{x} TV Show: family guy.
{x} Movie: uh, read above.
{x} Dance: none.
{x} Vegetable: carrots.
{x} Fruit: apples.
On Dating....
{x} Long or short hair? mike has short.
{x} Dark or blond hair? brown hair.
{x} Tall or short? taller than me.
{x} Ms./Mr Sensitive or Ms./Mr Funny? both.
{x) good girl/boy or bad girl/boy? both.
{x} Dark or light eyes? blue, so adorable!
{x} Hat or no hat? he wears a beanie now, but i prefer him without anything.
{x} Pierced or no? no.
{x} Freckles or none? some.
{x} Pubes or neatly shaved? doodoo.
Random..
{x} Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolate milk.
{x} McDonalds or Burger King? mc donalds, it's in walking distance. right by this library, woot.
{x} Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? perfect lover, and friend.
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr pepper
{x} Sweet or sour? sour. i crave sour stuff like woah!
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy, action..
{x} Cats or dogs? cats.
{x} Ocean or Pool? ocean.
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? cool ranch
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? neither.
{x} With or without ice-cubes? crushed ice.
{x} Shine or rain? rain.
{x} Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? fall.
{x} Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate.
{x} Gloves or mittens? neither.
{x} Eyes open or closed? i don't care?
{x} Fly or breathe under water? either.
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? water
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy? Chewing gum.
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? jet ski
{x} Lights on or off? during sex, depends on the mood..? i like seeing him. ;)
{x} Chicken or fish? chicken.
What's your favorite:.
{x} Number? 22
{x} Holiday? halloween.
{x} Radio station? 100.3 - the edge.
{x} Place? my house?
{x} Flower? red rose. how original right?
{x} Scent? febreeze!
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? right now? i'd be at home asleep. or eating. i'ma fatty.
{x} What would you be doing? what i said.. ^
{x} What are you listening to? typing noises.
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? no?
I was going to do more but I don't have enough time for it. Good day!