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So... does this mean my roommate is moving out?
Just perfect. I spend the night with a couple of lunatics (in their own right) getting interrogated, getting drunk, and take longer to get home than I intended, forgetting half of anything I said and nearly losing the notes I took while at the bar, only to find out... tch. It's not even worth thinking about. No matter how I look at it, I can't afford this place on my own, not with the job I'm working. And with having to worry about school soon, I can't really afford to take up a second job.
This... this is why I don't fucking trust a lot of people. They just throw shit into your face and never warn you about anything, it's ridiculous. And people have the nerve to tell me I'm inconsiderate?
Took the day off work. My fucking headache... and this mess to solve... I need the time.
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I don't want to fall back on anybody... but what choice do I have right now? My options... they're like bricks slapping me in the face. Deidara. Nii-san. And... Karasu.
I don't want to be their burdens.
Maybe... no. I couldn't even ask Suzuki, since I'd never hear the end of it from Sakon. I don't feel up to tolerating that whining bitch. I could... ask Kakashi. But giving what we know of each other, that doesn't seem like it would work out so well, and his roommate is an imbecile besides. Maybe I'll ask around.
This is... humiliating.
I could do this if I dipped into my savings, but... I need that for something else. It's not time for that yet.
It'd be so much easier to ask somebody I don't know than somebody whom already possesses unheard of expectations of me. I'll... do that tonight, I suppose. I don't really have a choice in any event. I have to do something, and if I can't find someone else to move in, well, I'll have to move out, no questions asked. It'll work out. And if I can't find anything by the end of the month, I suppose... there is always hotels.
...I hate being backed into a corner.
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Just perfect. I spend the night with a couple of lunatics (in their own right) getting interrogated, getting drunk, and take longer to get home than I intended, forgetting half of anything I said and nearly losing the notes I took while at the bar, only to find out... tch. It's not even worth thinking about. No matter how I look at it, I can't afford this place on my own, not with the job I'm working. And with having to worry about school soon, I can't really afford to take up a second job.
This... this is why I don't fucking trust a lot of people. They just throw shit into your face and never warn you about anything, it's ridiculous. And people have the nerve to tell me I'm inconsiderate?
Took the day off work. My fucking headache... and this mess to solve... I need the time.
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I don't want to fall back on anybody... but what choice do I have right now? My options... they're like bricks slapping me in the face. Deidara. Nii-san. And... Karasu.
I don't want to be their burdens.
Maybe... no. I couldn't even ask Suzuki, since I'd never hear the end of it from Sakon. I don't feel up to tolerating that whining bitch. I could... ask Kakashi. But giving what we know of each other, that doesn't seem like it would work out so well, and his roommate is an imbecile besides. Maybe I'll ask around.
This is... humiliating.
I could do this if I dipped into my savings, but... I need that for something else. It's not time for that yet.
It'd be so much easier to ask somebody I don't know than somebody whom already possesses unheard of expectations of me. I'll... do that tonight, I suppose. I don't really have a choice in any event. I have to do something, and if I can't find someone else to move in, well, I'll have to move out, no questions asked. It'll work out. And if I can't find anything by the end of the month, I suppose... there is always hotels.
...I hate being backed into a corner.
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