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Time Left Sapporo: 5:15 am
Flight from Sapporo to Niigata: 1hr 15 mins
Ferry from Niigata to Sado Island: 1hr 30 mins
Time Arrived at Sado Private: 8:20 am
...Let's just say it's good to be back on solid ground, though I sure as hell am not jumping for joy what with having to stay in this dorm with my jackass roommate.
The trip back home was... well, it was as I thought it would be. Che... lots of time to myself after nii-san left, though we didn't really say much to each other when he was there, so I guess it doesn't fucking matter either way... Staying at the house on my own was a little unnerving but not as bad as I thought it'd be. It was good to spend the Oban festival back home, seeing... everyone. Wouldn't have been the same otherwise.
Now I've just got school preparations to worry about... and anger management from Tuesday until next Monday. All because of that stupid fight with Hana... Well, at least those classes don't run on the weekend, and it's only for five days. Could be worse.
I start work back up again on the 29th, and have a fucking suspension to serve from the 4th of September until the 12th. Tch... busy, busy, busy... Probably better this way.
[Private]
How long's it been? We've been broken up for... about eleven days now. It isn't easy, especially not with him getting into that accident. I feel like it's all my fault. It is all my fault. And he says he misses me... it feels worse then, the guilt. I miss him too, but how the fuck can I tell him that after what I did?
Kissing Hana... even if I didn't mean to, I mean... it's just wrong.
I miss him too though. But... I can't tell him.
I just can't.
Kakashi... he probably would forgive me, but how the fuck can I let him? The idiot, he's... too good for me. I said those words, but fuck it all, right? He's too good. I went and screwed it all up. It's over, it's done, and he'll find someone better.
He'll find someone who's not... me.
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Flight from Sapporo to Niigata: 1hr 15 mins
Ferry from Niigata to Sado Island: 1hr 30 mins
Time Arrived at Sado Private: 8:20 am
...Let's just say it's good to be back on solid ground, though I sure as hell am not jumping for joy what with having to stay in this dorm with my jackass roommate.
The trip back home was... well, it was as I thought it would be. Che... lots of time to myself after nii-san left, though we didn't really say much to each other when he was there, so I guess it doesn't fucking matter either way... Staying at the house on my own was a little unnerving but not as bad as I thought it'd be. It was good to spend the Oban festival back home, seeing... everyone. Wouldn't have been the same otherwise.
Now I've just got school preparations to worry about... and anger management from Tuesday until next Monday. All because of that stupid fight with Hana... Well, at least those classes don't run on the weekend, and it's only for five days. Could be worse.
I start work back up again on the 29th, and have a fucking suspension to serve from the 4th of September until the 12th. Tch... busy, busy, busy... Probably better this way.
[Private]
How long's it been? We've been broken up for... about eleven days now. It isn't easy, especially not with him getting into that accident. I feel like it's all my fault. It is all my fault. And he says he misses me... it feels worse then, the guilt. I miss him too, but how the fuck can I tell him that after what I did?
Kissing Hana... even if I didn't mean to, I mean... it's just wrong.
I miss him too though. But... I can't tell him.
I just can't.
Kakashi... he probably would forgive me, but how the fuck can I let him? The idiot, he's... too good for me. I said those words, but fuck it all, right? He's too good. I went and screwed it all up. It's over, it's done, and he'll find someone better.
He'll find someone who's not... me.
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