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dev can't sleep. surprise surprise.
I spent sunday and part of monday at my Dad's. Then I decided to visit Tricia and Andrew and also offered to take her back to Fitcburg Monday night. That did not happen. What did happen was I ended up staying the night. Tricia and I go back later today.
I feel like I've had enough of everything. Aside from a few people, I just want to forget high school ever happened and stop being a slacker and fucking do something with my life. I guess I'm just sick of people. People that should've been on my shit list a looong time ago. People who have put me down and I have so easily forgiven. People who tell me that I don't know what I'm talking about.
I thought college would be hell because I owuld be by myself. But I did it. Timmy said he was proud of me. Which made me feel good because I sorta proved to myself and maybe a few others that I'm not so dependent. I can handle myself. I can do this.
Of course it's a lot easier when you know you're going home after but hey.... I don't talk to anyone.... I'm all alone all day. props to dev for not being dependent.
I feel tired/hungry/thristy.... hmmm I get this feeling that both class and work are going to fucking blow.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
I spent sunday and part of monday at my Dad's. Then I decided to visit Tricia and Andrew and also offered to take her back to Fitcburg Monday night. That did not happen. What did happen was I ended up staying the night. Tricia and I go back later today.
I feel like I've had enough of everything. Aside from a few people, I just want to forget high school ever happened and stop being a slacker and fucking do something with my life. I guess I'm just sick of people. People that should've been on my shit list a looong time ago. People who have put me down and I have so easily forgiven. People who tell me that I don't know what I'm talking about.
I thought college would be hell because I owuld be by myself. But I did it. Timmy said he was proud of me. Which made me feel good because I sorta proved to myself and maybe a few others that I'm not so dependent. I can handle myself. I can do this.
Of course it's a lot easier when you know you're going home after but hey.... I don't talk to anyone.... I'm all alone all day. props to dev for not being dependent.
I feel tired/hungry/thristy.... hmmm I get this feeling that both class and work are going to fucking blow.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.