Maxximum Speed GOOOOOOO!!!!!!
Ok guys, here comes thanksgiving.
I'm goin' home one wednesday and I'm pretty sure there's gonna be lots and lots of Maxx Speed. It's gonna be the Turkey Jam Sessions. Maybe we'll cut a new live album. Turkeyjam. Yes'm thatsoundsagood. I'm really hating studying music at college. A lot of people think that the goal is to master music. I'm pretty sure that they damage it if anything by trying to master it. I think I just have too many oppinions already. My theory teacher said the other day that if you don't "know" music you shouldn't make music. And then he said that we don't need another Yanni. Cause Yanni doesn't know his theory so apparently he's useless. Just like Stevie Ray Vaughn and Jimi Hendrix, and all those fools who use music for happiness or a form of expression. Really it's probably more true that we don't need any more people like my theory teacher to tell people that they should stop making music. Maxx Speed thank you for being there for me to chill with musically, and let it all out, and let it all in at the same time. Maxx Speed is my musical liberation. I should really change majors, but I don't know if I have the guts to quit stuff. Oh yeah and I'm playing at a starbucks across from Belle square mall. I got tired of sitting home at my apartment doing nothing and decided to go out and take my career by the reigns. We'll see how long it lasts. Pumped about it though. And hey Chelsea when do you get home from Rome? We should kick it since we're both coastal now. I talked with Chloe Wilson for four and a half hours last night. In all honesty I never would have thought that that would happen. And the strange thing is that it was one of the coolest converstaions I think I've ever had with a girl. I should really stop judging people without at least trying them out intelectually first. And now I'm finding that my nobility in life often times comes off as condescending, and am so sorry about it. I am finding that it's impossible to help someone without stepping to their level. It takes true compassion to be rewarded. I feel like such a ridiculous person because my timing is so off in life. I make things so complicated, that I find my self between most other people morally, thus making it nearly nearly impossible to have fluent relationships with anyone. The prude types of people irritate me because they wont understand others, and the immoral people make me unconfortable because they are immoral, so I get lonely. And they reason I stay in the middle is because I find value in both, and I desperately want to reach both, and often times almost do, but by being between them don't have any real chance of connecting with either. Can all conquering love blur the lines and allow the compromise, or do I have to just sit and wait for a "soul mate?" I feel like I've got plenty of love, but no outlet, and stifled love turns to hate. It becomes jealous and frustrated, and poisonous, and sinical. I can't let that happen to me. I have to blur the lines of myself in order to understand my place, and see others in my place, and in doing so I risk getting lost.
I'm goin' home one wednesday and I'm pretty sure there's gonna be lots and lots of Maxx Speed. It's gonna be the Turkey Jam Sessions. Maybe we'll cut a new live album. Turkeyjam. Yes'm thatsoundsagood. I'm really hating studying music at college. A lot of people think that the goal is to master music. I'm pretty sure that they damage it if anything by trying to master it. I think I just have too many oppinions already. My theory teacher said the other day that if you don't "know" music you shouldn't make music. And then he said that we don't need another Yanni. Cause Yanni doesn't know his theory so apparently he's useless. Just like Stevie Ray Vaughn and Jimi Hendrix, and all those fools who use music for happiness or a form of expression. Really it's probably more true that we don't need any more people like my theory teacher to tell people that they should stop making music. Maxx Speed thank you for being there for me to chill with musically, and let it all out, and let it all in at the same time. Maxx Speed is my musical liberation. I should really change majors, but I don't know if I have the guts to quit stuff. Oh yeah and I'm playing at a starbucks across from Belle square mall. I got tired of sitting home at my apartment doing nothing and decided to go out and take my career by the reigns. We'll see how long it lasts. Pumped about it though. And hey Chelsea when do you get home from Rome? We should kick it since we're both coastal now. I talked with Chloe Wilson for four and a half hours last night. In all honesty I never would have thought that that would happen. And the strange thing is that it was one of the coolest converstaions I think I've ever had with a girl. I should really stop judging people without at least trying them out intelectually first. And now I'm finding that my nobility in life often times comes off as condescending, and am so sorry about it. I am finding that it's impossible to help someone without stepping to their level. It takes true compassion to be rewarded. I feel like such a ridiculous person because my timing is so off in life. I make things so complicated, that I find my self between most other people morally, thus making it nearly nearly impossible to have fluent relationships with anyone. The prude types of people irritate me because they wont understand others, and the immoral people make me unconfortable because they are immoral, so I get lonely. And they reason I stay in the middle is because I find value in both, and I desperately want to reach both, and often times almost do, but by being between them don't have any real chance of connecting with either. Can all conquering love blur the lines and allow the compromise, or do I have to just sit and wait for a "soul mate?" I feel like I've got plenty of love, but no outlet, and stifled love turns to hate. It becomes jealous and frustrated, and poisonous, and sinical. I can't let that happen to me. I have to blur the lines of myself in order to understand my place, and see others in my place, and in doing so I risk getting lost.