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So, today i went to court, and suprissingly enough it went well, i got cup 0 probation, and 6 months probations then its off my record, i never want to go to court again, seeing the juviniles in blue jump suits and jains scared me, the girl that went into court before me walked out crying her eyes out as they put the chains back on her feet and her handcuffs back on, all she was trying to do was hug her mom and they wouldnt let her, it was so scarey, i dont ever want to be put in that position or half to put my mom threw that, i felt so sorry for her, but yeah... i got off so easily... im very thankful. But yet i cant replace all the sadness and hurt im still feeling with the satisfaction of knowing my life is somewhat coming back together, i still feel like im piecing together the wrong peices. But what can you do? Move on hope it works out? i guess thats what im doing....
Everything was simple
Everything was fine
I knew I couldn't have you
And I knew why
I tried to move on
I dated other guys
But then we'd hang out
And I knew, to myself I lied.
You noticed me drifting
You said "please explain"
But, I didn't want to lose you
So, I tried to deal with the pain.
It's hard to be with you
It gets harder each day
When I look in your eyes
I feel my body floating away
I miss the way it used to be
You don't feel the change
You don't know I really like you
I'm sure to you, it's just a game
As I close my eyes tonight
I'll pray as I was taught to do
I'll pray that you realize that
I like you, but I can't have you...
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Emily