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let me tell you a thing or two, boys and girls. i know youre not the way everyone wants you to be, everyone says that you are. i know youre like this, like that. i know you better than you know you, always did. im sorry i run away from you sometimes. they say it like its me, but you put things on people that make no sense, hurt them and they cant figure out how or why. when i hand you a glass of water cos youre choking, dont swallow me down with it. (i dont like swimming.) everyone wants everything now, but we arent dying anytime soon. i want to whisper so many secrets in all of your ears, tell you i love you more than i ever have, tell you i always will, even if im acting like i cant stand you for not wanting anyone else to feel okay, and poisoning your insides for attention, and insulting my exboyfriend; even if i dont get the chance to eat candy and watch senseless televsion as much as is necessary, or hug you exactly when you need it cos someone let you let them get you like that, or walk around tracks with pockets full of seeds to spit out at the everything and nothing weve just discussed. please be okay.