I only want what I cant have

Dec 08, 2011 00:26

It's just 2 weeks ago when I talked about wanting a normal job with no big title and now I have it. But sometimes I just cant stand myself for being a brat. 2 days and I thought: ugh, Im better than this, Im smart and creative, I should do something else.

but seriously, Flavia, you should be happy with what you have. Remember when you didnt even have a decent weekend and your boss called you to work even when you're sick. Remember when you had grey hair trying to solve stupid ~technology problems~.

Im a lucky person. Too lucky. I get everything too easy so I dont know how to treasure it properly.

I want to take my current job as a chance to train myself, to find other abilities if I have them, to test myself, and to give myself a reality check: you cant do everything and you may fail if you dont try.

cố lên, chỉ cần cố gắng hết sức, khó đến đâu mày cũng có thể đương đầu mà
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