Apr 13, 2005 06:00
I am drowning..... I feel I can't breathe..... Everyone's going forward......... and I'm stuck here, neither moving forward nor backward. I'm not doing anything with
my life.... and it just doesn't feel like I ever will! It's the first
time I truly want to give up... give up on life, give up on everything. Nothing seems to matter.... this is all just a very bad dream, and one day I will wake up and breathe again....
...... will that day ever come??