I never knew another human life...had the power to take over mine
This weather is pissing me off :/
One day it will be sunny and warm & the next day it's windy and freezing :[
I'm happy that spring is finally here but shit it feels like its still winter.
I mean the winter is nice and all, gotta <3 cuddling up w. the bf. How ever winter seriously puts me in a depressing mood at times. Then again it doesn't help that I'm still struggling with depression. I don't know why, but the spring definitely elevates my mood. I love nothing more than driving in my car with my windows down, listening to my favorite songs & singing them at the top of my lungs..not caring who sees me :]. Ok, I think I have rambled on enough about the season and weather, I feel like the damn weather man :]
The bf is coming over tonight, I like this new job he is working at now. The hours are great and the pay is even better ... that's always a + . Speaking of the bf, we had a bit of a tough time yesterday. All is well between us now, which I am incredibly happy about. Some Bs went down and he promised to work on it. I have a new found respect for him because he acknowledged he did wrong and he has made a conscious effort to work on the problem. I appreciate that more then he will ever know. Many people say they are going to "work on it" but you see no real effort towards actually Trying to change. I love him so very much and he has proven to be the best bf anyone could ever have.
Hmmm I'm starting to feel a little incoherent. I haven't been sleeping well, my sleeping pattern is fucked messed up, so having stayed up all night I'm ready to pass out..problem being it is 9:30 in the morning and I know if I go to sleep..i wont wake up until 2:00 and i will have wasted my day away. I'm not sure if what i posted in this entry actually makes sense because like i said i'm a little bit out of it. I hope at least you got the general idea of what i was trying to say. Anyhow until next time <3
- ang
One day it will be sunny and warm & the next day it's windy and freezing :[
I'm happy that spring is finally here but shit it feels like its still winter.
I mean the winter is nice and all, gotta <3 cuddling up w. the bf. How ever winter seriously puts me in a depressing mood at times. Then again it doesn't help that I'm still struggling with depression. I don't know why, but the spring definitely elevates my mood. I love nothing more than driving in my car with my windows down, listening to my favorite songs & singing them at the top of my lungs..not caring who sees me :]. Ok, I think I have rambled on enough about the season and weather, I feel like the damn weather man :]
The bf is coming over tonight, I like this new job he is working at now. The hours are great and the pay is even better ... that's always a + . Speaking of the bf, we had a bit of a tough time yesterday. All is well between us now, which I am incredibly happy about. Some Bs went down and he promised to work on it. I have a new found respect for him because he acknowledged he did wrong and he has made a conscious effort to work on the problem. I appreciate that more then he will ever know. Many people say they are going to "work on it" but you see no real effort towards actually Trying to change. I love him so very much and he has proven to be the best bf anyone could ever have.
Hmmm I'm starting to feel a little incoherent. I haven't been sleeping well, my sleeping pattern is fucked messed up, so having stayed up all night I'm ready to pass out..problem being it is 9:30 in the morning and I know if I go to sleep..i wont wake up until 2:00 and i will have wasted my day away. I'm not sure if what i posted in this entry actually makes sense because like i said i'm a little bit out of it. I hope at least you got the general idea of what i was trying to say. Anyhow until next time <3
- ang