Unlucky Day

[flattoes]

well not much has been going on in my life um i guess dj and thomas from church went to where they saw my brots car and apparently he ran them off with shawn and was shootin at them with a bb gun but yeah i wish they would actually come to my house instead of britneys but yeah i sorta like thomas or maybe i dont who knows cuz i sure dont um i guess eric and cody and some other ppl went to ashleys house yesterday or sumthin and that really pisses me off because the minute she lays a hand on HIM even though we arent together i will fucking kill her she doesnt understand but yeah as long as she stays away i'll be fine but still jealous as hell oh well what can i say i guess im gonna wait like a month at least b4 i even consider thinking about HIM again i just hope he'll come crawling back to me but prob not anyways geez britney you seem like such a good girl your friends dont even know about you smokin it up gosh you dont put on that good of a show hes even seen you smoke before but yeah tonight should be fun at my house if we can get some wine coolers(although you prefer vodka) but yeah we should have fun and forget our problems like you even have any cuz you never do but yeah um he 8th grade dance is tonight and im like the only one not going to it bc you vant bring "outisders" and especially not the kind i like i think i want dj and thomas to come over tonight and party with us lol well my hair is pinkish redish and i love it even though britney does the crappiest dye jobs ever oh well better then me doin it myself but it keeps washing out every day and its supposed to be permanent um i hope missa and josh stay together for a while now he really needs to make up his mind about what or who he wants because missa deserves better then that and jamie can just die because i believe she is a big part of the problem i still havent talked to bobby since hes been down here i think i might hang with him this weekend since hes leaving soon and maybe moody can come along especially since hes been hearing all these "rumors" about me still cheating so he might not trust me around bob um
lisa says:justin wont leave me alone so go away now lil boy
justin says:kiss my ass little girl
ok well i think im gonna go read some depressing poems and cry inside my head for a lil bit although i am feeling refreshed and much better now well yeah i might update like monday or something because my computer at home is fryed i think

Love every single one of you even if you dont think so

kirstie i really appreciate the writing in my yearbook it means alot to me even the "stay away from eric" part sounds pretty good to me right now

i love you gurly and always will you have been one of the best friends i have ever had i hope you and nicky poo stay together forever i think this is one relationship that might actually work out

later all