Ryans right once again....I now know him as The Real God

May 08, 2005 17:51

well well well what can i say about life so far umm i cant explain in detail but i feel really shitty but also i wanna keep going im not so sure yet if its worth all the trouble but i guess i will find out and to kirstie if you dont want to be my friend just because i make a few wrong decisions then thats fine but to think that i actually thought ( Read more... )

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You are so Blonde punkrocker90 May 9 2005, 01:42:28 UTC
Ok Lisa suck on this" I have backed your dumb ass self on everything... And then you decided to go Hoe and I told you my opinion on things and how I cared about you and didnt want you to be makin the wrong decisions but your to stupid to listen and im frequently getting sick of this shit with you. I tried helping you I tried makin you see but you wont listen to me whats the point in being friends with someone who listens to nothing you say and treats you basically like shit! I am tired of being the "Goody Goody" in your eyes arent I more to you than that Yes I am a kid but no goody goody I just follow God's law why is it so hard for you to do you claim to believe in God and love him then why do you disobey him and have sex twice while he watches you loose your viginity to a scum bag who will never amount to anything but a child molester and screw you people who disagree I dont give a crap bout your fucking opionions and I dont want em so shove em. Well Lisa If I am two faced you 10 faced cause your all good at school and home then go sleepin with guys and blowing people and doin drugs oh whos two faced now. And you say "Kirstie Im not going to" then I call the next day and you say "Kirstie I just slept with whatshis name twice hehe" ha like I said Im two faced ha funny. At least my priorities are straaight. Well in case you didnt know I am a good friend I love you dearly and want to help you and have tried and tried again and you dont listen so whats the point seriously you even sat me down and said your not gonna change so whats my purpose to stand back and say "Git-R-Done" nope I dont think so Lisa Like I said I love you and always will care about you but your pissin me off with your dumb ass decisions and how you think your the victum here no your not its pretty bad when you make a person who cares bout you wish they never met you. Its not that I dont want to be your friend its that I feel that nothing I do phases you and nothing I say will make you change so why should I just be dragged down with you or hang out with someone who has such a title it will just reflect on me. So w.e I dont need this crap you dont care about your life you think this is no big deal so w.e you cant help someone who wont help themselves so its someones elses job I pass the tourch cause obviously you dont listen to me maybe you'll listen when your eaither hmm heres another list pregnant,get a disease,raped,overdosed,murdered, etc. So good luck whoever takes my place amen to ya.

I will always be here but dont drag me or Nick or Alex down with you

I will continue praying for you.

Your Friend(I dont understand the point)
-Kirstie

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