Lonely Am I

[flattoes]

Well i havent written in a whil not much to say im in 3rd period right now cant wait till i can go to citrus with all the hotties.lol. i really have been thinking about eric alot more than usual and i have come to the conclusion that he will forever be a part of my life if only in memory.i wrote him a note last night but have no clue if i will have

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hmmm

[sickxlover]

ah, norma jean... welcome to life... let me let you in on a little secret- eric will always be there now- because of everything that happened. in time, he won't get to you like he does now, but he'll still be there. that's just something you're going to have to live with. trust me, it'll get a hell of a lot worse if you keep trying to see him and talk to him. just stay away and he'll go away eventually. i promise.

as far as all of these other potential male concubines- stay away!!! you need to lay off until you get your head sorted out. look at this way- don't mix business with pleasure. sex being pleasure, and relationships/feelings and emotions being business. if you want pleasure, have your sexual fantasies/lustful desires without your feelings and emotions getting involved- meaning you can't put out the sex for all of these guys and expect to get the relationship back. and that's where you went wrong with eric- you tried to tell yourself it was only for sex and to feel good, but you accidentally let your feelings interfere somewhere.

don't worry chica. things will get better. remember- life's a party; live it up; fuck everybody else- make your mistakes- just make sure you learn from them too. get yourself knocked down- it makes you stronger when you get back up.

Xmelissax

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[patchhead714]

tru that

"don't do anything u'll regret, but don't regret what once made u happy"-kirstie

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[flattoes]

thanx for everything missa i really appreciate it alot i know now that he will be in my life for good but thats the thing i want him to be in my life for good but i dont want him in my life as a memory i want him in the present where i can be with him and spend time with him just like before and nick if like giving advice go for it because i love advice but anywho(anywhat) um yeah i know i only want all the other guys because i want the same feeling i got from eric but somehow i dont think that will happen but i guess i will prob find out the hard way by feeling like shit again oh well life goes on today i wrote 9 pages about eric my feelings and everything that happened them 2 nights but im sure as hell not anywhere close to being done yet. i just wish he could see what he put me through and want me back but i'll keep dreaming becasue i know he doesnt care and never did ok well yeah i'll try slowly but surely to get over him and maybe with your help and my strong will i can over come the eric epidemic yay a new name for it ok well im signin out much love missa and nicky poo :) i think i'll see you mon and tues nick missa tonight is when i'll see you hopefully. :) :~( crying smiley i invented

ok love ya'll *missa,nick,seems like everyone else*