i hate my life
so since all this last entry i have had alot happen on dec 28 andrew dicuffa(aj) was found dead in his car. i know to most of you this means nothing but he was someone i cared about and in a little while i have to go say goodbye. arn and i are finally done i just couldnt do it anymore. we fought way too much. im very sad and very depressed right now. ive gone back to my dark plce within myself and i dont exactly know whats going to happen to me. i wake up every day now and am pissed that i woke up. i need something or someone and right now i dont really have that. i just dont know what to do antmore....any suggestions?