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I almost got in a fight today.
Well, we were playing basketball at PE, and we were playing against these chicks that really really sucked, Soo.. All throughout the game they were whining, and telling us to calm down, because we get really into it.
So, finally, I just turn around and very politely (considering how mad I was) asked them to just stop complaining
I was like, "Come on you guys, just stop, please. We're just trying to have fun. " And this girl I was speaking to gave me attitude back.
So these two girls start yelling at me, and I was kind of taken aback because of their response. I was telling them to just stop complaining 'cause it was really ruining the game. And so the girl's like, "GOD I WASN'T EVEN SAYING SHIT " blah blah blah. And finally I go, "FINE Whatever, THANKS." And I turn around and keep playing, and I'm _right_there_ and they're talking about me. So then I turn around and tell her that I was trying to be nice, and I didn't want to come off as rude, but the girl kept running and running her mouth about it, she wouldn't hear me out. And all this time I'm trying and trying and TRYING to hold BACK from getting into some kind of brawl with them. I truly was about to go up to them and really start something.
So anyway, I was asking her to just stop and hear me out, but she wouldn't. I tried to be as respectful as I could, and they spit it in my face, I was PISSED.
So finally I just walk away after telling them that I'm over it, because after that the girl was STILL running her mouth, talking all this freaking crap about me. So I just say, "Whatever, screw it. Its not worth my time." so I go to my friend Manuel, who's standing on the side, and when I leave, they start mocking me and imitating me, copying my accent.
BUT.
What pisses me off the MOST is that they were making fun of me trying to be NICE to them, when I could have easily enough started kicking some ass.
I told my mom, "You know, any person can start screaming and starting stuff, but it takes a stronger person to walk away from that." and she agreed. Its true though! I was using such self-restraint. I was just so FURIOUS. I'm proud of myself for walking away, but at the same time, I wish I could have just unleashed all that anger on them.
How can people be like that? To not recognize kindness when they see it? But what kind of made me feel better is this one girl came up to me and told me, "You know, don't feel bad for it. You tried to be polite and nice, and if they took it like that that's their problem, but you didn't do anything wrong."
So yeah. I almost got in a fight. But, whatever. That was copied and pasted here from a convo, I just took some stuff out and put some in, so if it seems kind of weird, that's why. I was talking to Jake. <3
Well, we were playing basketball at PE, and we were playing against these chicks that really really sucked, Soo.. All throughout the game they were whining, and telling us to calm down, because we get really into it.
So, finally, I just turn around and very politely (considering how mad I was) asked them to just stop complaining
I was like, "Come on you guys, just stop, please. We're just trying to have fun. " And this girl I was speaking to gave me attitude back.
So these two girls start yelling at me, and I was kind of taken aback because of their response. I was telling them to just stop complaining 'cause it was really ruining the game. And so the girl's like, "GOD I WASN'T EVEN SAYING SHIT " blah blah blah. And finally I go, "FINE Whatever, THANKS." And I turn around and keep playing, and I'm _right_there_ and they're talking about me. So then I turn around and tell her that I was trying to be nice, and I didn't want to come off as rude, but the girl kept running and running her mouth about it, she wouldn't hear me out. And all this time I'm trying and trying and TRYING to hold BACK from getting into some kind of brawl with them. I truly was about to go up to them and really start something.
So anyway, I was asking her to just stop and hear me out, but she wouldn't. I tried to be as respectful as I could, and they spit it in my face, I was PISSED.
So finally I just walk away after telling them that I'm over it, because after that the girl was STILL running her mouth, talking all this freaking crap about me. So I just say, "Whatever, screw it. Its not worth my time." so I go to my friend Manuel, who's standing on the side, and when I leave, they start mocking me and imitating me, copying my accent.
BUT.
What pisses me off the MOST is that they were making fun of me trying to be NICE to them, when I could have easily enough started kicking some ass.
I told my mom, "You know, any person can start screaming and starting stuff, but it takes a stronger person to walk away from that." and she agreed. Its true though! I was using such self-restraint. I was just so FURIOUS. I'm proud of myself for walking away, but at the same time, I wish I could have just unleashed all that anger on them.
How can people be like that? To not recognize kindness when they see it? But what kind of made me feel better is this one girl came up to me and told me, "You know, don't feel bad for it. You tried to be polite and nice, and if they took it like that that's their problem, but you didn't do anything wrong."
So yeah. I almost got in a fight. But, whatever. That was copied and pasted here from a convo, I just took some stuff out and put some in, so if it seems kind of weird, that's why. I was talking to Jake. <3