First I want to say, meds are good! I, too, think I may have to take them for life...but whatever works! I tried going off and it is a scary and fast process. In fact, the only way I could tell how much I digressed was by reading journal entries from when I was on the meds. Being rational doesn't seem to work when depression (or whatever) sets in.
Secondly, you are beautiful and you are young. There is still time for you even when you feel so tired and like giving up. Change is fucking hard! One of the best things is that you are facing it...you are trying your best to face it. Being healthy is hard for so many people who don't show it on the outside...you are not alone. I know you probably know this but sometimes it helps to be reminded.
Focus on the good...what you are proud of. How strong you are...what you have accomplished that is unique to you and your struggles.
Oh, remember when Michael Jackson was in that sleeping machine thing to help pro-long his life? Well, it's true - sleeping helps you live longer...and helps you heal. So sleep away!!!! For now...
Secondly, you are beautiful and you are young. There is still time for you even when you feel so tired and like giving up. Change is fucking hard! One of the best things is that you are facing it...you are trying your best to face it. Being healthy is hard for so many people who don't show it on the outside...you are not alone. I know you probably know this but sometimes it helps to be reminded.
Focus on the good...what you are proud of. How strong you are...what you have accomplished that is unique to you and your struggles.
Oh, remember when Michael Jackson was in that sleeping machine thing to help pro-long his life? Well, it's true - sleeping helps you live longer...and helps you heal. So sleep away!!!! For now...
-Chandra
www.myspace.com/chandradiana
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